Connor ball saved my life

Tell us why!

*Beth's pov*

Brad had all called us downstairs to talk to us about something I was worried at what he was gonna say.

When we all got downstairs he turned to all us girls and said

'show me your wrists now.'

'Why?'

'Just do it please? I already have seen Caitlin's and I wanna know whether your the same and I think your boyfriends wanna know too..'

'Brad mate we don't even kn-'Tristan started

'Just wait. Now show us your wrists'

We all very reluctantly showed our wrists and all of us had obviously been self harming why? Well I have because since we got kidnapped we were called fat ugly and worthless and being called that a lot and I mean every second of being somewhere you kinda start to believe it. (Yet again sorry if this offended anyone love all you beautiful people and if you need it please message me because I'm here for everyone! Love you lots like jelly tots with a cherry on top xxxx) so I believed all that and because of the nightmares I can't deal. And I has a feeling that's why then others feel it.

'Why? Just please tell us why?' Connor said

And we told them about everything what they did to us what they said to us and then Jenny told us the rest of what happened to her as well.

When wed finished all the boys were just staring at us

'That is way better actually telling someone.' I said, all the girls nodded.

They were still staring at us speechless

'Wow.' James whispered, all the others nodded.

'Im sorry.' All the lads said at the same time,