firstly I don't have many friends, I fid but I have a habit of messing stuff up, one thing ive recently messed up was the friendship between me and my best friend.
My best friend is a crazy, bold, hyper person who is somehow stupid and so wise at the same time. She would always be there for me no matter what and she was the kindest person ever. I completely trusted her and would tell her almost any thing, It didn't ever shock her, where most people would turn around and act like I would infect them with my problems she would tell me to calm down and that it was all ok.
She was always there when I needed her but I was stupid and didn't appreciate it, she would always stand next to me or ask if I was ok afterwoods.
But I messed that up. And now though I still have amazing, kind and wonderful friends it still sucks because she was my best friend
You know when people give you those necklaces and they split in half so you can give it to some one special, a boyfriend a bestfriend a sister, people like that.. I had one and I don't think it's gonna be whole again.
Im good at messing things up and I'm crap at fixing them, if I'm going to fix this mess I'm in I need my best friend.
