Boyf riends one shots (FINISHED)

Him

Warning: suicide

Jeremy's POV

Him
The way he looks at me. His smile, everything about him is just amazing. Talent, intelligence, nerdiness, not to mention his voice. It makes me melt, just listening to it and I'm not just talking about just the way he talks, but his singing. He could sing better then anyone. He's just the best person on the face of this earth. He makes me feel like I'm worth something like I could do anything. I just wish he could see that, I wish I had the guts to tell him how he makes me feel. I never really thought about someone ever loving someone let alone someone loving me back. I just couldn't help myself from falling for him. He's the best friend anyone could ask for, he was there for me when no one was, he was even there for me when I wasn't there for him. I was a terrible friend but he forgave me and saved me. I left him for a girl that didn't even like me, and even though we both knew that he helped me, he helped me get her. He has helped me though the toughest times. He took my beatings for me every time. He saved me from myself. He gave me a reason to live, he gave me light. I was to blind to see what I had. Now all I want is him. But I can't have him, he is with another. All I can do is wish them both happiness. Rich please take care of him. Michael I love you sorry I couldn't say that to your face. Goodbye.

      Sincerely
           Jeremy

I put down the pen and place the paper on my pillow. I pick of the pills, and swallow all I could. The everything went black.

A/n

I am so sorry but I had to, if that made you cry I'm sorry, if that was a trigger I'm so sorry.