I'm Not Your Innocent Ex-Wife Anymore (#Wattys2018)

Unexpected Call

Lissa POV

I couldn't sleep or eat, i don't why but I couldn't get Travis out of my mine

It was like he had forgotten about me, like we never happen

Look at me I'm still single, I haven't dated anyone since our divorce

While in the other hand he had gotten marry and he even had kid

Was everything that we went through so easily forgotten

I wish he could tell me his secret, how to make the past disappear

I don't even know why am I thinking of him, I should not even care

He was the one that cause me pain, the one that broke my heart

He should be dead to me

But you know what some part of me will always love him, BUT and even greater part of me hates him

So if you guys are wondering do I still love him?

Yes, I would probably always will, but I won't give myself to him again

I don't care what happens I won't go back to living that way

I Am Not His Innocent Ex-wife Anymore, I would never be that same person again, and you know why? Its because he made sure of that

I feel bad for Clair she seems like a nice person, I just hope that Travis won't break her heart, especially because now he also has to think about Tyler

He always talk about how he would love to have a family of his own, I always thought it would be with me

But I guess it wasn't mean to be, I am just glad we didn't have a child together

Could you imagine having to grow up without a father?

I just hope he is a better father then he was as a husband

I can't believe how life can change this quickly first I was kidnapped and then I found out the boy I grew fond of is not other then my ex-husband kid, I am just surprised I didn't realized that sooner

Anyways moving on to better topics then felling bad about myself, Office Thomas is suppose to pick me up, I needed someone to pick me up from the hospital and since my family does not live here, he was the only option I had

If you are wondering what happen to Christian he had to go out of town for a couple of days, he had a very important meeting in London. Of course he wanted to stay and keep me company until I felt better, but I told him not to. And yeah he is my only friend aside from Caroline and Officer Thomas, after my divorce I founded hard to trust people, so I mostly just kept to myself

"Can I come in?" ask Officer Thomas

"Sure, come on in the door is open"

"Hey, how are you feeling?"

"I fine, but I will feel much better once we get out of here, I have never been a huge fan of hospitals"

"Me neither, so what do you want to after we leave the hospital?"

"I honestly don't really care, as long as is not somewhere crowded, I not a big fan of huge crowds"

"Maybe we can go to a park, I know one that is close by and we can stop and get an ice cream as long as we are there, how does that sound"

"It's sounds great, let me just grab my phone and I would me you at the check out station"

"Okay"

I know people are thinking this but is not a date, it may sound silly but I am not ready to be in a relationship, oh and I also kind of feel bad about what happen with Christian and our date, honestly I was planning on going back, but then I got kidnapped. So I have not clue were me and Christian stand by this point

10 minutes later

Thomas wasn't kidding the park was literally just around the corner, I know we decided to stop for ice cream, but we decided instead to buy a bag of ships, it was starting to get chilly, December was just a couple of weeks away, and I didn't feel like getting sick

I won't lie it was awkward at first, but I am glad we got past that, we talk about random things, what we like, what our favorite movies were, I was not surprised when we ended up finding out we had a lot in common.

I am glad he took me here, I didn't realize how much I miss talking to other people, and yes Christian does not really count, since we basically already know everything about each other. 

We were in the middle of discussing whether coffee was better then tea when I suddenly got a call from an unknown caller. 

"Excuse me for a second" I told Thomas

"Sure"

"Hello, who is this?"

"Do you really think this is all over, just because you got away once does not mean you are safe"

"I am coming for you and this time I would personally come find you, and trust me you won't get away a second time, enjoy your last days of freedom, oh and please say hello to Tyler for me" 

"I would be watching you, don't try running, wherever you go I would find you"

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Sorry for not updating sooner, I just have so much homework to do, hopefully the next chapter won't take as long as this one did

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