Chapter Nine

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~Taylor's POV~
"Something's wrong. What is it?" Lisa asked. I looked down, knowing Lisa was staring at me waiting for my answer. I should tell her... Everything. "Lisa... I'll tell you." I said quietly. I looked up. "Today at school... I was going to the library after I was done with lunch. I passed by it before. When I was walking, I was stopped by one my classmates... She started to say things..." I started to trail off. "Sweetie... Say what?" She asked. "She said... I begged you and Shane to adopt me. I'm a fake. Wannabe. You, Shane, and the others don't love me. Just acting..." I tell her. "Taylor... You know Shane and I love you. We didn't pick you cause you were a fan. We felt like you were the one. The one we needed. And the others LOVE you. They love having you around." Lisa said. "And my necklace..." I silently said. "What about it. You said it's in your bag" I sighed and looked at Lisa. "She took it... I told her it's from my mom. She knew I was talking about you. I said it's very special. Then she said that you only gave it to me to make me happy. I tried getting it back, but she kept it." I started to cry. "Oh Taylor. Need a hug?" Lisa asked. I nod as tears streamed down my face. She pulled me into a hug and I cried. "What's going on?" I heard Shane's voice. I looked up at him and so did Lisa. "Something happened at school today." Lisa simply said. "What happened?" He asked. "Taylor. Can me and Shane go talk for a little?" Lisa asked. I nod and they left. I sniffles a little and rummaged through my bag. I saw the piece of paper from Ryan. I should talk to him, but I remember I have Holden. My best friend. I grabbed the house phone and dialed the adoption center number. I asked to speak to Holden. "Hello?" I heard his voice. "Hey..." I said. "Taylor... Anything wrong?" Holden asked. "Yea. Bad day at school. Fucking hate it..." I said. "On your first day? What happened?" I started to explain. "What the heck! Did you tell Shane and Lisa?" "Yea" I tell him. "Where are they?" I sighed. "Probably in the office or in their room talking. Shane didn't know was was going in cause I was alone with Lisa." There was silence. "Try talking to an adult there." Holden said. "I'll try. But, I'm gonna go. Bye" I said and hanged up. I got up and headed to my bathroom. Locking the door shut, I looked in the mirror. I started to replay everything that happened today. My hand trembled to my neck. I need the necklace back... I opened my drawer and saw something. "Hello friend..." I said. It's my razor. I picked it up and put my back against the door. I removed my bracelets revealing my scars. I put the razor against my skin, but did nothing. "No... I have to stay strong." I said to myself and set it to the side. Even though I didn't do it, pressing it against my skin cause one little cut. I was shaking and curled into a ball. What am I going to do...

~Shane's POV~
I saw Lisa and Taylor talking, but Taylor was crying. Lisa pulled me into our room. "What happened?" I asked Lisa. "Something happened at school." She tells me again. "What happened at school?" Lisa sighed. "One her classmates. She started to say bullshit things at Taylor. Saying we don't care and love her. Our friends don't either. That we are acting. Then... She took Taylor's necklace." She said. "Taylor said she has it in her bag. "She lied. The girl took it. She didn't give it back at all" Lisa finished. I thought and thought. Why the hell would a fucking eighth grade say that to our daughter?! "Is she okay?" I asked. "She's very upset. All this hate." Lisa says. "Let's try talking to the principal about it." I said. "Okay. Let's go see how Taylor is." Lisa suggest. I nod. I picked up corny, because she makes Taylor happy at times. We walked to her room. "Taylor?" We opened the door. She wasn't there. "Taylor?" Lisa shouts. I could tell she was freaking a little. I set down Corny and she went straight to Taylor's bathroom. "Taylor?" I knocked on the bathroom door. "Y-Yes?" I could tell she was crying. "Can we come in." There was silence. "Hold on." She says.

~Taylor's POV~
"Hold on." I said. I quickly got up and bandaged the little cut and wash my face. I hid the blade and cleaned up a bit. Then I opened the door. "Hey." I said to Shane. "Taylor. Why didn't you tell me the truth?" He asked. "I... Don't know." I said. Then I heard Lisa gasp. "What?" Shane said looking at Lisa. She was pointing at me. But where. I followed where her finger pointed. My arms... Fuck. I forgot to put my bracelets back on. Shane looked at my arms. "Taylor..." Shane says and I hid my arms. I saw Lisa crying a little and Shane was about to. So was I. "Taylor... Can I see your arms?" He asked. I unhid my arms and showed him. He held my arms and studied my cuts. "Why..." He looks at me. "Why do you do this?" I started to cry a bit. "It's when i started getting hate. From your and Lisa's fans. It started with 5 cuts. Ugly, fat, whore, slut, wannabe. Meghan figured out first and she made me promise not to do it again. I soon broke the promise... I cut once and awhile.. I was going to when you and Lisa, but... I have to stay strong" I saw Shane crying a bit and so was I. Then Shane hugged me. I hugged him back and cried. "Shh" Shane said and held me. "I want this to stop... The hate... Please dad..." I said. That's the first time I called him dad. "I know... I know you do." He says. I looked up. "How..." I asked and looked at Lisa. "We ignore them. That's what we have to do. No matter how hard we try" Lisa says and walks toward Shane and me. "And Katie... She's the girl at my school." I said. "We can talk to the school. We will get your necklace back and sort everything out." Shane says. I nod and we all hugged. "I love you." I said. "We love you too Taylor" they said. I closed my eyes. I started to think about my life so far. Hate... Hate... Hate... I frowned and looked down. "What's wrong?" Lisa asked. "I can't stop thinking about the hate." I tell her. "Girl. If they hurt chu anymore, IMA GO ALL GANGSTER ON THEM!" Shane spoked as Shananay. I laughed a bit and smiled. "There's that smile" he says and I looked at him. "C'mon. Let's get something to eat and you can get ready for school tomorrow." Shane says. My heart dropped. "I don't want to go to school" I whispered. "Honey. You have to." He says. I looked at him. "Can I be homeschooled?" I asked. "That won't work. Shane and I our busy you know" Lisa says. I frown. "Come on. It be okay. We'll get everything fixed." Lisa says and we hugged once again. "I'm hungry..." I said and they laughed a little. "Want go out to eat?" Lisa asked. "HECK YEA!" I shouted, jumping up. "Can Joey and Meghan come?" I asked. "Sure. I'll let my lover come" Shane joked and Lisa smacked his head. "Ow! You know I'm kidding" he says rubbing the back his head. "I know" Lisa smiles. "I'm going to get changed. Wait, where we going?" I asked. "Apple Bees?" Lisa questioned. "Sounds good" Shane says. I nod and headed to my room to change.

~Lisa's POV~
"Shane. Go call Joey and Meghan. I'm going to call the school so we can meet up tomorrow morning." I said. "Kay." Shane says and went to call Joey and Meghan on his phone. I rummaged through my bag, and found my phone. I dialed the schools number, and waited for an answer. "Hello. You called McClark Middle School. How may we help you?" I heard a woman's voice. "Um yes. I have a problem. It involves my daughter. She just started going here today, and something had happen" I said. "Well. What's your daughters name?" She asked. "Taylor Dawson." I answered. "Ah yes. What is the problem?" The lady questioned. "Well. Taylor said she got bullied by one her classmates. She started to say things about me, my husband, and our friends. Say we are faking we loved her, because she is adopted. This girl said very mean things about Shane and I's daughter. Taylor told me she tried to not believe it. Soon this girl took Taylor's necklace, which I gave her, and said she'll keep it. Taylor lied to us saying it was in her purse, but she spilled out and told me. Then I told her father" I told her. I heard her sigh. "We are aware of bulling. We can have it where Taylor can talk to the guidance counselor. Also, do you know the name of this young lady?" She said. "I only know her name is Katie, and is in her home room." I said. "Okay. Tell Taylor to see Mrs.Jordan and we go on with that. We will need you and your husband to stay also. Thank you for calling" then she hanged up. Bitch. I set down my phone and went to Taylor's room to hear music playing. "Yeah, I need a Vacation cation cation! There's nothing you can dooo. Doesn't matter where I go. Just as long as it's away from you" I heard her sing. I know that one song. That was one of Shane's songs. I was part of the video. I smiled and knocked on the door. The music went down, and the door open. I saw Taylor's new outfit. (Outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/taylors_outfit/set?id=120757599 ) "Taylor, you look beautiful." I tell her. She smiled. "Thanks Lisa. Or mom. I'm not sure which one I'm use to saying" she laughs a bit. "It's fine. And you're welcomed." I said. "Anyways. I called the school. Shane and I are staying with you because your meeting the counselor. You are going to tell her what happened and they will call in Katie." I tell her. "Okay. I'm still upset though..." Taylor looks down. "And sad also. Mainly on certain things" she added. "What are those things?" I asked. "The haters, she saying those things, my necklace being taken. You and Shane finding out I cut... I broke Meghan's promise also..." She said. "What promise?" Taylor looks at me. "Meghan found out I cut. She made me promise I wouldn't ever again. I promised. She promise not to say anything. But... I broke the promise I made for her... I didn't stop" Taylor teared up a bit. So did I. "It be sweetie." I said and hugged her. She hugged me back. "Hey. When we pick you up after school tomorrow, want get ice cream?" I asked her. "Heck yea!" She shouts. I laughed a bit. "Ima see if Shane is ready" and got up. Taylor nod and nod and I left her room.

~Shane's POV~
"Okay. Meet you two in... 10 minutes?" I asked. "Yea" Joey said. I said bye and hanged up. "Lisa,Taylor! Ready?" I shout. "YEA!" They shouted. Taylor ran in with her camera. "You're an official YouTuber" I said and ruffled her hair. She giggles. "I know. I was born to be a YouTuber. And to be little Shanaynay!" She said and posed. I laughed some more. Lisa walked in. "Whats funny?" She asked and saw Taylor. She laughed also. "MY NAME IS LIL' SHANAYNAY!" She says in a Shanaynay voice. I took out my camera and recorded it all. "You are so much like me in a way." I said. "Well. I have been watching your videos for, I don't know how long. Years!" She shouts. I smiled. "We better get going. Come on" Lisa said. We all went to the car, and I drove. When I was, Lisa was playing my songs, and Taylor was vlogging and singing along. I smiled and drove to Apple Bees.

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