Why Me

1) first day

Eclipse​

"Eclipse sweetie wake up your gonna be late!"

"5 more minutes dad!" I yell back at my dad

I could here him laugh lightly from the other room, "honey 5 more minutes and you'll be late"

UGH i just wanna sleep... "fine dad"

Its just me and my dad after what happened​ with my mom. She was always drinking and she was always gone all night. She didn't know how to deal with it. It sucks how much it hurts to even think about it. I wish she loved us enough to stay. I guess she didn't. but who could love me anyway.

I got up and started to get ready. everyone says that the first day is the most important​ that it sets your image for everyone else so you should dress nice. Well i dont care i just grab a MCR shirt, ripped jeans and my boots. i take my hair down brush it out and put on my hoodie on. It's black with black veil brides on it and my sleeves are longer than my arms, to cover up my scares and all my flaws. I walk out the door and see my dad sitting there with chocolate chip waffles. Oh my gawd those smell so good! I start to feel myself drool. I love waffles. What would i do without my dad i love him so much. I ate my waffles like I haven't ate in a week... which was kinda true ever scence my mom left I felt it was because i wasn't good enough so i have stopped eating. I still eat a little bit expecialy when my dad makes his delishious waffles or his tacos, I'd die for his TACOS.

We run out to the car, An old baby blue Chevrolet convertible, and head to school. On the way there my dad starts to talk to me, I just look out the window and tell him i want to take in the beautiful sean of los angles at 7:00 in the morning. So he finally stops talking to me i know its hard on him. He lost the love of his life and his daughter is slowly fading away.

*Skip the rest of the ride*

I start to walk in the school and as soon as i do all eyes on me...Just what I wanted... I put my hood up and walk to class. I guess I might want to look at my schedule and see what classes I have​.

1) Social Studies-Mr. paul (Well social studies might not be that boring with Jake Paul as my teacher)
2) English-Mr. jake (I already speak english)
3) Art-Mr. jinxx  (How did I get this class?I draw worse than a 2year old)
4) Study hall-Coach Comma(At least I have time to do my math before I get to that class)
5) P.E-Coach Comma(Im going to fail I already know it.)
6) Spanish-Mr. Martines (Which twin?)
7) Math-Mrs. Simms(Kill me now. Mental Abuse To Humans)
8) Science-Mr.Purdy (well they saved the best for last)

Well looking at my schedule I already want to kill myself. I guess I might as well go to class. I finally found my social studies class after 5 minutes of walking around. I walk into the classroom and find a seat in the back like I did last year. I sat there for about 5 minutes and listened to music untill he walked in... Andrew biersack the captain of wrestling team, smartest guy in school and defanatly the hottest... he's perfect but he would never like a low life like me.

"OMG OMG OMG he looked at me and smiled! I mean dude he looked at me." I say talking to my best friend. and she just laughs at me telling me its nothing i guess it is. he is such a nice person he smiles at everyone.

Andy

"dude lets skip today"-brendon

I cant believe he said that i love school it gets me away from my sadness and despair at home, I'll just play it cool im supposed to be the cool kid..."nah I actually need to get good grades for wrestling"

I looked at my schedule...

1) Social Studies-Mr. paul (jake paul sweet me and him are friends)
2) English-Mr. jake (this class is going to suck)
3) Art-Mr. jinxx (oh i love drawing)
4) Study hall-Coach Comma(i guess i could read the whole time)
5) P.E-Coach Comma (I CANT WAIT)
6) Spanish-Mr. Martines (my bros I wonder if we get both)
7) Math-Mrs. Simms (oh this teacher always hits on me)
8) Science-Mr.Purdy (i love this subject)

I guess I might as well go to class...

I walk into class and see the most beautiful girl ever. she had these beautiful blue eyes, her hair was the perfect shade of brown and it was tucked behind her ears she had a awesome black veil brides hoodie. with her ear buds in. i guess i was looking at her for a while because i was moved out of the way for someone to get to there seats and i fell... when i got up i saw her staring at me she was trying not to laugh. i just smiled at her. i saw her face turn light red and her hide in her hoodie. oh lord she was adorable... i have to have her, but she wouldn't want me. 

i go to finish my day and to find out i have her in every one of my classes im soo happy i watch her work so hard on her assignments it was so cute.