Title: Who..Is it
Author: rose3ina
Pairing: JunSeob :
Rating: PG-13
A/N: Random. :)
It's raining again. Gloomy weather has always keep Yoseob indoors.The house would surely be "lights-off" and unoccupied if the sun stop hiding behind those puffy grey clouds, pouring lights of crimson gold all over the place. It was cold inside. A reason why Yoseob was wearing the XXL white jacket. Someone bought him that size thinking that it will look cute on that brunette head guy. Well it did.
He's alone at home. Always.Actually he had been living in that small apartment for almost 5 years. Yes, since he was sixteen years old. His parents had successfully turned their dreams into reality. Both had this dream since they were in their teenage years. They became such popular singers, persueing their dreams as far as possible until they did not realize a son of theirs living in loneliness on the other side of the world. No, they are embarrassed to leak the fact that they had a son living in the shadow as it will relate to their past filled with pains in poverty- an issue that they thought would bring shame. Its been five years since they've seen each other.
Bearing with the chill atmosphere in the apartment ,Yoseob made himself a cup of hot chocolate.
I still remember the first taste, the ones you make were unique.Its like.. its filled with something which I think..love
He took a sip and he felt warmth slowly spread over his body. He went back to his study room and sat down infront of his table - which is infront of the clear glass pane window. Clear rain drops on the glass seems like tears flowing to him. Everytime it rains, he felt like having the lights off and preferred to be in the dark. He felt down, sad ,miserable. It was as if something had drained out his energy and left him weak. He.. he don't know why. Once, he stopped sipping and put it slowly by the the side. He took a pen and a well-decorated book with felt, stickers, pins, craft stuff and positioned it right infront of him on the table. He had a last glance at the window-its still dark and gloomy- and sigh before he started spilling words in his diary...
I know its a normal day today
Everything was like usual
My wake up time,
My bathing time
My breakfast time
Everything.
But something was different when I'm writing these words
i felt like as if i'm missing someone
Someone whom I dearly fell in love with
it's kinda that kind of feeling(Somekind)
Someone who was always there when I'm feeling down
Someone who was always there beside me
Someone whom i always talked to
Someone whom I shared my ups and downs with
Someone whom I shared shared their happiness and laughters with me
Someone who never left me out
Someone who always comfort me during my gloomy days, with warmth
Someone who always understand who I am and my feelings
Someone who always know what m thoughts were going to be
Someone who will never leave me
Someone who care and loved me
Someone who knows how to warm my heart
Someone who knows how to make me smile in every situation
Someone who never like to see my cry
Someone who understands me completely
Someone who pulled me out from the world called loneliness, darkness.
And that someone who aways make everything seem okay ..
...its not here beside me right now.
The actual thing is..I don't know who that "someone" is.
Who's the " someone" that will provide me with all that?
Because, I've never fell in love before..and had never met anyone with these comforts..
Whom am I missing really?..
Hesitantly, he put his pen down. He read what he had written again - pretending it was someone's work and giving comments and questions to himself. His evocation ended in the sudden as he heard a knock on his apartment door. He wasn't expecting anyone or a visit at this gloomy hour. He got up and dragged to the door, slotting the keys in he turned to door unlock. The door opened and a spring smile spread across his face. He embraced the male as tears streamed down trickled down his delicate skin. Its been a while and he felt like staying in that warmth forever. The other male doesn't seem to mind either.
" How have you been?..It's been awhile.." He sobbed as a blow of relief spread in his heart.
" I'm alright. I finished my work as quickly as possible. I was worried about you being lonely . I can't bear to leave you here all alone for a week, so yeah.. I came home early. I missed you too much. Are you okay? You're not hurt or something are you? Have you eaten?" He inquired worriedly as he pulled apart and lock his eyes into Yoseob's.
" I'm..I'm fine. I missed you too. I'm so relieve your back at the right time.."
" Well, I'm here now. I'll erase your gloom away." He chuckled.
" Haha..Junnie, let's eat. I'm hungry."
"I knew it. Yah..Since I'm back, whaddoya say I do the cooking?"
" Of course ! Sure! I missed your cooking alot."
" Well..you know I need help right?"
" Of course Junnie.Um, go on to the kitchen first . I'll be there in a moment"
" Okay, be quick. I'm starving too.."
Both of them let out a big laugh when they heard their stomachs growled together. When Junnie left to the kitchen, Yoseob went back to his room. This time, he knew how to complete it...
A moment later I've just realised
It was him
He, who cared for me
He. who loved me
He, who always misses me
He, whose name is Yong Junhyung
He, whose real name is Yong JaeSoon
He, Who had been living with me .
since almost five pleasing years..
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A/N: Hey there! I tagged it as gay or brothers cause the relationship between two of them is totally up to your imagination ^^. This is one of my one-shots. Thank you for reading!
images credit to owners !
P.s. Pls excuse my errors if there's any ^^~
