All Of A Sudden

Chapter Twenty Nine

Jimin's POV.

I'm so stupid! What a mess! I plead on the back of the door. I can hear her sobs.

"Muffin! I'm sorry, please! Open the door. I'll explain! Please!"

"Just go away! Leave me alone!" She shouted.

Suddenly, the door cracks indication there's someone open it. Its Suga Hyung.

"What happened?! And what are you doing here?!" He ask in angt voice.

"I-im just take a look Muffin if she's okay." I said while stuttering.

"So, where is Muffin by the way?!" He said while giving me a scary stare. I feel scared because of it.

"She's in the C.R"  I replied then he immediately go its door but its lock.

"Muffin! It's me! Suga! Open the door!" He shouted.

"Su-suga? Is that you?" And muffin continue crying again while Yoongi try to break the door.

"Oh my! Muffin!" He run and lift muffin who is shivering. Yoongi pass beside me and stop for awhile. I just stare Muffin, she's still afraid on what I did. I can see it in her gaze. She look down

"Suga, take me away from him please." She said. Yoongi stared at me giving me death glare.

"We'll talk later Jimin" he said and walk outside the room. I feel mad at myself. I was left alone.

"Pabo!! Why did you- why did you do it to her?! Why!!" I exclaimed. I want to hurt myself! I shouldn't do it! I just love her so much.. Maybe, I think so.

I walk, going to my room. I can't face her now. I feel a
shame. Guilt. And Ache.

I slammed the door and lay down on the bed. Staring at the ceiling and mesmerize how she pleaded to me to stop. Then I feel warm water dripping on my cheek.

"I shouldn't do it to her. I should protect her otherwise, but, I don't." I murmured and try to stop my tears.

"I SHOULDN'T!" And I throw whatever I see in my room. Shout, crack and Cry filling my whole room. A bit minute, the ache inside of me is being ease because of it. I just feel better after throwing things.

"I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Forgive me. I- I just love you.."

I repeated it again and again until several time passes