She Will Be Loved

WHAT THE HELL

That same night I heard my window slowly opening. I felt a little shook so I got up and walked up to my window. I know, I know the dumbest thing to do there maybe be a sick killer. Well I don't care. So I went up and there he was pure perfection, Derek, standing there in my tree. He looked right at me (I know it's my yard, but I didn't want him to think I was starring dumb hard at him so I just shot right down on the floor when he looked. He slowly started to walk closer, when he did I felt him. "Derek" I stuttered his name. He looked at me with those nice blue eyes ugh I really wanted him to kiss me. Then he kissed me that's when he picked me up, put me on my back on the bed took off my shirt then he took off  his . . . now we was just in his boxers and my bra and underpants. Then he spoke... "I cant be here". I looked so confused and yes he kilt my vibe. That nice make out session came to a complete end. I sat up and asked ,"Why?", then he told me, "They will be here we need to find a way out of this I really love you and I can sense you love me, but our love is not allowed it's not good for our kind." Then he left. I utterly hate when he does this, leaves when this is a serious thing we have to talk about all this crazy shit. Ugh how I wanna rip his body off and set him on fire. Sometimes, I wonder what he thinks of our relationship how its weird. Well I don't know nor do I care.

As I got up in the morning my favourite song came on. King For A Day By PTV and Kellin Quinn <3. Well I walk to school this hot April day, then next thing I know Derek, is running up beside me and yelling my name but I insisted not to hear him, for the fact being he played with my heart. I swear in life I will find a way to get him back. I can't hurt him, something about him makes me want to care and be there for him I think he's the one. What if our love was forbidden because us together will kill the ones who are after us. So that's where I gave up and I turned around and said "What Derek? What do you need from me all you do is mess around I don't know what you want and you wont tell me what I need to know your slowly killing me deep in side just LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE! Just until I figure things out just leave me alone, your a distraction."

He just sat there and looked at me. And all he said was "Okay I understand." I didn't want him to understand  I wanted him to come and get me and help me find out what is going on. He is practically my only help, I just need him but; by the time I turned around he was gone.  Why did I just say that, those  words should of never left my young and dumb mouth. Knowing that he may not come back bothered me. So now I just read, read and read, then I found something. It was werid and strange.. like what the hell no more like what the actual fuck. so i just kept on reading and reading BOOM!!!!!!!! OUR FAMILY  our family we are different then the rest like bruh gosh. Anywhore, so later on that day he came back  an this time he stayed... like longer than before. anyways here is what happend\

He walked in my room sat down on the corner of my bed and said "lets do something wild".  i looked at him so confused like why in the world would we do something wild?  but knowing me I would do anything to keep derek around.. so I said sure why not. i got my clothes on my pink boots and we jumb out my window good thing is not far from the ground. wel anyways, we ran to the street an walked i asked "where are we going"? he said "well hun we are going to the store and we are going to get shit for free".... wtf is he talking about is he  out of his mind? "Derek do you think thats a smart thing to do i said"... all he had to say was ................................................................... thats what he said nothing but i just kept walking and we got to the store and boom were in an out so fast like wtf.. but when we got out we was in a differnt place like i dont know... i didnt mind cause i was there with him my love my life my everything. but im nothing to him i think i dont know he is weird about his emotions...well as we were walking i seen a big dog not sure if it was a dog but a big animal... i hear screaming i jump then Derek he grabed my hand an he held it so tight i  felt how muched he really cared . then he looks at me an says... i want to tell you something about why we cant be together, but once again he left before saying anything. Gosh i sure hate when he leaves and not tell me shit. Does hr knows that i dont have know way back home i dont know where to go.