13 Reasons Why (Seventeen Version)

5-Dino

Lee Jihoon's (Woozi) POV 

Its Monday morning. I really don't wanna go to school. Everyday without her I feel more broken, more empty, and more lost. I don't belong in a world where she doesn't exist. I feel like the world is coming down on me the longer I live.  I look at the clock. Its 6 a.m. I need to get up, but everything in me doesn't want to. I then hear a knock on my door. Its my father telling me to get up. I then slowly get out of bed, and hop in the shower. As the water hit my back I remember everything, Her laugh, her smile, her voice, her words, her courage, her bravery, her honesty, her heart, her style, her soul, and her memory. She was everything that I held nearest, and dearest to my heart. I sighed as I put  my head phones on my head and pressed play on the cassette player.

Hello. Well we are on reason number five. Lee Chan aka Dino. Dino is my baby cousin. We did everything even though we went to different schools. Well his freshman year of high school he transferred to my school. I was so happy. I could finally have another friend. Someone else to hang out with, but I was wrong.
I then check the time. I needed to head to school. I quickly gathered my things and ran out the door. I got in my car and drove. When I got to school I decided I didn't want to do anything so i hid in the janitors closet. I then pressed play when I heard that the hall was cleared.
As soon as Dino got to my school he ignored me. He would never talk to me. In fact he used my past to bully me. Jihoon I never wanted you to know those things about me, and I'm sorry you had to find out like that. Dino even became friends with Hoshi and made things all the more worse. Everyday I was hit, kicked, punched, yelled at, just the worst things imaginable. All because I trusted someone that I thought I knew.
I clenched my chest. How could someone do that? I knew what she meant. When she was bullied I found out many personal things about her. Things that should be kept a secret. All of a sudden the door opened and it was the vice principal.
"Follow me Mr. Lee." She said calmly. I then collected my things and followed her. We then reached the principal's office and she motioned for me to go in. I walked in and closed the door behind me.
"Have a seat Mr. Lee." He said. I then sat down and placed my things in the floor. "Do you know why you are here?" He asked.
"Yes. I skipped class." I said.
"Not just that." He said.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"I know things have been hard for you since Miss Browns death, but Jihoon your grades are slipping, you're skipping class, and all your teachers are worried about you. You used to be our star student and look at you now." He said sadly.
"It's called grieving." I said as my voice broke.
"I know. That's why I want you to see a councilor. I want you to have someone to talk to. I'm trying to help you Jihoon." He said. I then gathered my things once again. I headed towards the door, but before I walked out I spoke to him one last time.
"I don't need your help. I don't need anyone's help. I need Shay." I said and with that I left his office, and I never looked back.
Hey guys! I'm sorry that it took so long to update again! Just bare with me. I will try to update more than I have been. Leave me a comment and let me know what you think. Stay strong my beautiful readers, keep dreaming, I love you all, and I will update soon.-Coolcat51