Things I Haven't Told You

Soulmates

Dear Shawn;

I remember when an old wise man said "love is a factory of sighs"

You had the gift of causing so many things in me, things I mentioned earlier, like when I lay my head on your chest, listening to the words coming from your mouth while I felt the beating of your heart.

Moments ... this is one.

Right here, right now is definitely a moment.

Anything could happen right away.

A lot could happen.

The conversations that I like most are when they talk from puppies to how many stars are in the sky, even better, have your favorite conversations in your favorite moments.

I remember the nights when the sound of a stone bouncing against my window took me out of my thoughts.

Our evening talks,

when I ran out of my window to meet you, it was like a necessary dose because we both needed to vent our troubles to sleep.

"From childhood we thought our purpose is to explore the universe and there we will find all the answers ... answers of why we are here and why we are what we are.

It's as if everyone knows how much they're looking for answers eight hundred miles away and the answers are just right in front of us. ""

You said while the light from the window covered only half of your face.

I loved listening to you talk, it is as if at night I could witness the deepest version of you but when the sun rises every morning you were the art that I liked to see, your whole being was really a work of art.

I came to think that we shared such a deep and natural affinity that each of us was half a soul, destined to be together as soul mates.

Intended to be together for life.

I still thought about it.

| With all my love, Alaia.|

"Drink by the moon and let the sun see us awake."