Made A Mistake

Made A Mistake

As I look next to me,

as I become more awake.

realizing that from the night before,

that I had made a mistake.

It was fun at the time,

but realizing I was just used.

I was just a fling,

just someone to help him be amused.

back to work,

now I am being ignored.

being treated,

like I am a whore.

regret kicks in,

and despise takes place.

he took my happy smile,

right off my face.

I thought he was genuine,

I thought he was nice.

But, because I thought wrong,

now I am paying the price.

Now I feel awful,

and I feel wrong.

I lost self respect,

and my dignity is gone