hey.
i know this book is fucking dead already and no one reads it, but i'm going to take the time to write a three paragraph chapter on why i will be taking a break from wattpad.
most of you don't know that i care about the people around me more than i care about myself in a disgusting amount. especially my older brother.
and now, he's in the hospital because he tried to kill himself. and being the emotionally drained younger sister i am and always will be, i blame myself. i blame myself because i was too caught up in my so called unfair world to realize that he was hurting and i had no fucking idea. i blame myself because i don't want my five year old sister to feel that she did something to cause this. i blame myself because i don't wan't to see my parents work their asses off to simply get out of the house because it reminds them of their hurting children.
wattpad was one of the very few places i get to express myself, and i will only be posting this on this book because i realized that my feelings cannot relate so much more to this book; feeling as if you did somthing wrong.
i don't want this note to be all about me, so right now i'm saying thank you. thank you for giving me a platform where i could fully be myself and only myself. thank you for letting me slip away to another world.
so see you later, and don't forget about me.
-your #1 "don't say you love me" stan.
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