Can You Keep me a Secret? (BOYxBOY)

Chapter 5 (I loved you now i'm gone)

Chapter 5 (I loved you, now I’m gone)

Scott sat in the hospital’s waiting room with Derek, Danielle and sheriff. Derek was pacing as Danielle was holding the sheriff, he was sobbing. Stiles’ shouts were heard from the room. “Sheriff, you may go” Melissa McCall said as Danielle let go, Sheriff ran and Danielle held her legs, “Mom! Is he going to be okay?” Scott asked, “He’s in a stable condition as of now” The slam of a door echoed and Scott was staring at Derek as he looked down the hall. Stiles stood in the hall with his dad next to him. Sheriff was holding him and walking to Melissa, “H-He wants to go home.” She nodded, “I understand.” Stiles was falling in and out of the state of sleep and awake, he saw Derek tears in his colored eyes, “I-I’m sorry” he mumbled before he fell back to sleep. Derek heard him and Danielle grabbed him, “You have to stay, Derek please” Danielle cried out, the sheriff walked off and Danielle fell. She felt pained, she felt like dying. Scott grabbed her and he began feeling her pain. “Go!” she yelled and grabbed her head, “What’s going on?” Melissa asked, “Nothing. She needs to rest.” Derek sighed grabbing her. Danielle groaned out as he picked her up and put her in the car, he felt freaked out, almost curious. Danielle grabbed onto the leather seat to control her shift. “Danielle, what’s wrong” Danielle yelled out in pain, “I don’t know, Derek, makes it stop!” Derek grabbed her hand to heal the pain but he couldn’t. Danielle began crying and looked Derek in the eyes, “I’m Sorry, I always blame it on you, I-I took twenty dollars from your wallet a month ago” Derek smiled, “Stop, you make it seem like your dying” Danielle smirked, “I’d rather not- “ Danielle yelped out in pain, “what’s happening” Derek groaned out. Scott came out soon after Danielle’s painful groans stopped and she looked at Derek, “what was that?” he didn’t know, Scott stopped midway phone out and Derek could hear every word.

I’m Sorry Scott, it’s not my decision, and my dad thinks I need a break. Scott, You’re my best bud, I’m sorry I’ll be home in about 2 weeks.

TWO WEEKS?

Scott…Please… I’m sorry man, I need to leave

Stiles, YOU can’t just leave, I need you! We need you WE ALL NEED YOU!

Please Scott… while I’m gone learn some kick ass werewolf moves. I’ll miss you.

You too, I’ll see you in two weeks.

Derek was curious, but the pain of Danielle was connecting. Someone latched them into a bond. A bond that can only be broken if you know what you’re doing, and Derek wouldn’t risk it, His little sister and the guy he liked. Derek stared at Scott and felt as if his world crushed at the next set of words

Scott, I love you like a brother, Derek is confusing me to the max, Danielle is too and you need some werewolf help, you big Bozo, I love you, and get dick and dick’s little sister to help you.

Derek growled at it, Danielle looked at him, “Go to him.” her let go of her and ran, his wolf was howling. Derek saw Stiles’ house and walked in. The door was unlocked. “Stiles” he yelled out and walked to his bedroom, “STILES” he yelled louder, he walked in Stiles’ room seeing Stiles, head phones in. “Stiles?” he questioned causing the lanky boy to ripe out his headphones. “Derek?” He questioned feeling slightly alarmed, he was a little tipsy too. Derek smelt the alcohol leave he mouth. “Stiles, don’t be afraid, please” Derek pleaded, he wasn’t though. Stiles smiled his body thinking before his drunken clouded mind. Derek watched him in a total lust look. “Stiles” he breathed out when the younger boy stood in his view, “Shut up.” He breathed and attacked tall, dark, and handsome lips. (Am I the only one who wants to be like “Well…FINALLY) Derek son replied and Stiles hazel brown eyes bore into his light green blue ones. “Derek…I loved you…I think I still do…Love me?” he stuttered out and rubbed onto Derek. Derek moaned out lightly, “I love you Stiles” he smiled.

 -Next Day-

 “He left me.” Derek cried out grabbing the note that he found. “I’m Sorry.” Danielle patted his back he grabbed a blanket, “You don’t get it. I loved him. I still do.” Derek threw a punch at his wall, “Can I see?” Danielle asked he nodded.

 Dear Derek,

    Last night, it was a big mistake. It never should’ve happened. Never again will it. I’m sorry, I loved you, last night, you told me everything, gave me all of you. I return the favor and regret it. I hope you treat Scott, right Danielle too.

Lov...Sincerely

-Stiles

Derek frowned, “You…” Danielle sobbed, “He’s gone. BECAUSE OF YOU!” she screamed, “I’m sorry!” he yelled at her, she growled, “just… leave.” He grabbed his jacket and left. He cried lightly, “Stiles…” he sobbed staring at the house.

Derek rushed to Stiles kissing his tender lips wiping his tear struck eyes. “Derek?” “Yes?” “Do you love me?” he nodded, “I will do anything to prove my love to you, Stiles” Stiles smiled and pushed him to his bed, Derek took him and Stiles took Derek. He left though. The pain crushed him.

 Stiles drove his way away from the man he took and loved. Derek snored lightly as he left, naked under the covers but still he left him. A note that he was sure was tearing stuck. He drove to his aunt’s house, he heard a howl in the distance, and his phone buzzed, and again it was Derek.

What did I do to deserve this from you?

Stiles please don’t leave me.

I’m sorry. Your right, we had no chance, we make no effort to prove us worthy. I’m sorry I hurt you. I took you, I don’t regret it. Goodbye –Derek: (

Stiles read the numerous texts that went in a direction of them. He cried out at the last one he knew what he did and regretted it. He wanted to turn his jeep around, go to Derek push him on his bed do the nasty and stay cuddling not caring how girly and corny he sounded. He loved Derek and left him, alone, once again.  Derek was in pain because of him and he knew. He did that. He hurt a boy he loved. It was his fault.

I loved Him, now I’m gone

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