Obsession

Obsession with Youth

Adolescence is a normal stage, that is a talk that many of you already have or oh will have. Alicía is a girl of 16 years, obsessed to look good, to look thin and beautiful.

11/04/71.

Alicía every two days a week, makes a visit to many places, some of them, are: Gynecologist, nutritionist, training of cheerleader, etc.

Alicía has a youthful obsession, hates to look fat, obese, wide, oh any other name to the fat, she has fat phobia, that's why, she causes vomiting and skips meals.

Alicía has a youthful obsession, hates to look fat, obese, wide, oh any other name to the fat, she has fat phobia, that's why, she causes vomiting and skips meals.

Alicía has another phobia, look old, old, gray, with wrinkles, oh something else, she likes to look young and beautiful, she hates people who do not care about her body, for that, her best trophy, with almost some remarkable bones, she wants to be a model, she wants to look beautiful and thin.

For work, the Carell family, had to change city, went to San Francisco, believing parents would be a good place for their whimsical daughter, but it was not.

Days after.

Alicía complained that she did not like going to school, hated teachers, classmates, did not like her around, complained and complained, she did not want to be there anymore.

She felt in prison, she felt trapped, she did not like it at all, the world in which she lived, I thought of committing suicide, but she knew that it would not do her any good.

For her parents, she had to be perfect like them, but what they did not know, was that she did not like being a woman, she was a lesbian, but she still did, she never said anything, because she knows that her parents are homophobic.

The life she has is so hard, she does not know how to breathe in the face of such problems, her parents are not at home, she does what is everyday for her.

No one talks, Earth is mute, nature is deaf, they just watch what happens, there is no voice, there is no noise, there can be everything except listening and speaking. One thing is that in the real world, the one who is living right now, has so much progress, even hearing aids and hearing aids, but remember ... This world is not reality.

Do you want to play? Do you want the game to be like in Saw? Well ... Alicía, always dreams of being and suffering there, can not live happily without any problem at his side, have him as a drill hurting the head.

Alicía was with the nutritionist today, she said that ah lowered too much weight, have to take care and eat more to be healthy, on the way back home, Alicia's mother congratulated him both for being underweight and knowing that he is not fat, later, when Alicía's father arrived, his happy mother gave him the news, but his father reacted badly, like any other father (according to me) this reacted badly, since for him, it was a very bad news .. .

A year later, Alicía seemed to be like a leaf, worse, like the corpse of a dead man, she did not want to look like an adult, she wanted to look like a beautiful young woman, but obviously this will not last, Later, to take advantage of the fact that she was alone, to eat as much as she could. She felt her stomach start to burst, went to her room and lost control, began to cut herself, arms, legs, stomach and shoulders, everything she could, face, because it was beautiful for her. Now with almost all the blood out, she defiantly went to her mirror and beat against it, several times in the head.

Let's talk about the future.

Alicía, is an example of all the stress that can cause a life full of problems, obsessions and distortions, be careful what you deal with, you do and you live.