Mistake for me

"Do you love me ?" Yes I do. "Why don't you show me then?" How do I do that? I asked him. He suddenly got up form the bed on to his feet and coming closer to me. He gently grabbed ahold of my hands . He carefully sat me down on the bed and brought his body on top of me. I knew what was happening and it was fast. But, I wanted to show my love for him even if it meant giving up the one thing I cherished the most. I did not wont him to leave me here alone in this world with nobody. I just wanted him. The perfect guy with the sweet and powerful side. But, that was my fought for thinking it could be all hugs and kisses. I didn't know it would get this bad. "My one an only mistake that I will never learn from."

"Wtf you say!" He screamed at me. I said why do you have to get mad at the simplest of thing. "Smack"right across my face he left me on the ground helpless feeling like trash. "Why can't he love me like he use to ?" All we do is fight. He hurt me so bad I try to tell my self he loves me he won't hurt me again. But,no "Can we talk?" I ask him about what he says."Ok I am really really truly sorry for what I say". "To late". I am sorry I just wanted to tell you that. "No your not!" . "I am I have been thinking bout it every day to tell you". "We fight all the time" Why? I really don't know but , i...i really want to be with you Chad . "I am sorry". "that you say all the time". "sorry ,sorry that is so boring when you say that".I try to not to make you mad and stuff I really don't mean to. I said with tears running down my eyes."stop saying that ok". "That won't change anything".