fragile

Prologue

School is like hell for me but not all is bad I do like the teachers that work here they are so nice to me. But I am not sure if it's because of their work or because they like me. My grades are good but I'm to weak I couldn't hurt a fly I can't walk because of a muscle disorder that affects a lot of people. (Hold on its me the guy that made the book i am not trying to offend people with this disorder k). I am one of those people I can't move because I got one of the most severe cases I will not be able to move by 2030 I am not lucky and before I go i want to die so I signed up for early deparcher and I will go. But its a shell that rusted up that's all my mom tells me to live my life to the fullest and to. Hope and pray that I will get better I am 16 and my name is lucey my mom cryed her self to sleep I told her to calm down she would cry in side when I told her that she said get some sleep. The only friend did not know that I had this disorder we played in the garden and park every time my mom would be there we all played together. But he could somehow tell we were in desteres and all ways asked what was wrong I always told him it was nothing just some family problems I nerved had the hart to tell him because I was afraede to tell him because I thought he will leave me because of my disorder.so I will tell him a lie to stop him from finding out what was wrong after a couple of days he noticed the way I could not move from the waste down then a couple of weeks of searching for the answer he got it. He told me there are ways to treat it but out of frustration I demanded him to leave the next day I tried to talk to him but he ignored I told him the only reason I told him to leave was because I didn't. Want to hurt you and I only had a month but before I could say it he kissed me. And some how that made me feel some warmth within my legs but the doctor told me it was nothing and that it was a tiny flinch. That rearly mean anything but I didn't lose hope in that I get better