I know that you love me

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MELISSA'S POV

"So, it all started at college, I was nineteen and Ken was twenty-one. You know how a college student lives, studies on weekdays and parties on weekends. So, there was a party on a Saturday night and me and Brittney, my best friend at that time, were both invited. And since it was one of Brittney's friends who were the party's host, I didn't know anyone there, so, I stayed by Brittney's side all the time. And she obviously stayed with her boyfriend's group of friends, which consisted of boys and their girlfriends. So, nobody was paying me any attention except for Brittney's boyfriend, who was Ken. He was looking at me most of the time. I tried to ignore him but as we started to play some drinking games and i just got more drunk I started feel some kind of attraction towards him. And eventually I got sick, so I hobbled my way towards the toilets and vomited. As, I washed my hands, the toilet door opened and Ken walked in. And then he,", Julia gulped and continued, "he and I had sex, in the toilet and drunk", tears started to gather around her eyes, "I was young and dumb. I didn't know what I was doing", she started to cry.

I was shocked at what I had heard because I knew she wouldn't dare to do something bad like that.

The only thing I did was, hug her, I hugged me very tightly.

"Oh, I am so sorry, Jules, I am", I said.

After a couple of minutes of just sitting there and hugging each other.

She broke the hug first and said, "Thank you"

"You're welcome", I said, "I know that I shouldn't ask you this now but can you please tell me what happened next?", I asked cautiously.

She took a shaky breath in and out and nodded.

"Yes, okay, so, for the next two months after this incident we were friends with benefits, we only shagged and made out. But then we decided to unfortunately that we should stop doing it, for Brittney's and mine's sake. And after our affair, he treated me as a friend but I felt something more for him. He asked me to not say anything to Brittney about what happened between us. But as the days went by, I just felt guilty for not telling Brittney about what happened, so, I went to her's one day and told her about everything. She called me a slut and a stupid bitch while she slapped me and kicked me out of her house. She hates to this day. And what I think happened to her and Ken is that they grew even stronger and are now engaged. After what happened, I packed up my things and decided to move to here, New York. But then a few of months after my arrival here, Ken texted me saying that he never forget about me and what we had for two months and that he has feelings for me. After responding to his text and trying to contact him again, he never answered and he simply ignored me. Betty still hates me, I hate Ken for what he fucking did to me and how he toyed with my feelings. And I hate myself too, for falling for him and that my feelings never went away. And I really regret what I did to Brittney. I do", at this point, she was sobbing again.

And I came to sit beside her and hugged her tightly again.

"Oh, Jules, I don't know what to say. You were through too much. Don't blame yourself for what happened. What happened is in the past now, you're now here, with me and you're new friends. Everything's fine now", I said, rubbing her back to calm her down.

She nodded her head on my shoulder and I felt her relax and breath slowly again.

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JULIA'S POV

After meeting Melissa, I went home and did some housework, like cleaning, ironing my clothes etc.

A typical day in my life.

When I was done eating dinner, I prepared my files and papers for the next day.

I got tired after preparing everything, so, I laid on my bed and began to think about the things that had happened to me that day.

Ken

Fuck, he came into my life again.

I don't even know what to do and I can't pretend that everything is cool between us. I can't even talk properly with him! I don't understand anything anymore! Fuck!

My thoughts went away as soon as the phone rang signaling that I received an SMS.

I took the phone out of my pocket and regretted getting it out after I read what it said,

From Worst Person In The World :
Goodnight Princess, I'll see you at school tomorrow.

I groaned loudly, why can't he just leave me alone?! Why can't he let me be?!

I sighed as I knew the answer because he is Ken fucking Roberts!

I, then, slept as I kept on thinking about him and how I should've deleted his number from my phone.