Here Comes The Sun (Demi Lovato/Naya Rivera)

What The F*ck?

The next week went by quick and most of it was a blur. I spent most of my free time sleeping or with a friend who might or might not be Naya. I have no idea why am so drawn to her, it feels like another situation I've been in. That one ended.... I shuttered, not wanting to think of it. Today's my day off and I'm spending it with the girl that's been my best friend since Barney. Due to work and all I haven't seen much of her and it sucks. We used to be so close, and we still are, but it is different. She has her Justin issues and I have my own. When it comes down to it we are there for each other but not in the way we want and need to be. I know what she wants to talk to be about today and why she insisted on meeting, and as much as I adore her I am not looking forward to this. Anyway, I'm meeting her at our favorite rundown coffee shop in 15 minutes so I better get going.

When I arrived (late of course) Selena waved me over with an empty coffee in front of her. I sat down, smiling sheepishly, and she spoke. "So Dems, I haven't seen much of you recently." I knew this was coming. Honestly it was the reason I was late.

"Yeah, I have been hanging out with Na-" and she cut me off.

"Naya.... Look Demi, you know I love you but I don't want this to be another Ma-"

I covered my ears.

"La la la la la!" I kept saying repeatedly until her mouth stop moving.

"Really? Real mature." I almost covered my ears again and she rolled her eyes.

"I know why you are worried but that was just a stupid phase and she got into my head. That was a disaster and I don't want it to happen again. Wilmer broke up with me, I was unhappy and I lost a lot of good people. History is not going to repeat itself. I learned from it."

"Are you sure those feelings weren't real? I know you've questioned your sexuality more than you want to admit. You can tell me I won't judge you." I sighed before the anger welled up in me.

"No Selena I like men!!" I glared at her and my eyes filled up with tears. I think I am more angry at myself because a small part of me doubts myself, and a smaller part knows she is right.

"Okay, okay sorry for asking." The rest of the time we were there went by smoothly but it was cut short by text from Lea. - Emergency: needed onset no more than 20 minutes. -

"Damn...." I muttered. "Gotta go, we will do this again soon. Promise." I kissed her cheek goodbye. As I walked away I heard her talk to herself assuming I was far enough away and wouldn't hear.

"I'm worried about her."

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"What's the emergency?" I rushed into the studio. Naya ran up to me and the look on her face told me I should either be very excited or very worried.

"Demi!!" I heard from behind me. "Just the girl I have been looking for." Naya looked at me with big eyes, she obviously knew what was coming. The producer of Glee strolled over to me like we were old friends. "How would you like a full-time role on the show?" My mouth dropped to the floor. "Heather's not coming back because of her baby and we need a new love interest for Santana. Think about it." He walked away.

"WAIT!" The producer turned around with a smirk on his face. "S- sure." I stuttered.

"Great, be on set in 10." He called over, grinning. Naya hugged me. I don't think she thought I would say yes. Butterflies erupted in my stomach (from excitement) and I hugged her back but with worry etched onto my face. Blake looked at my expression from across the room with an eyebrow arched. Oh God. What have I got myself into?

It turns out the whole script was rewritten adding me in way more than I thought I would ever be. Everyone seems super excited and I don't know why. I'm just me. Nothing special, nothing great. I saw Lea wink at Naya when we were rehearsing more than once. I don't even know, I ignored it and continued working.

"You know Santana, I think you're just becoming a prude. Dani has she even kissed you yet?" Chris shouted as Kurt.

We are doing a scene where Kurt yells at Santana because she told him it was nasty and he needed to calm his man loving balls after she walked in on him and Blaine kissing. She is supposed to come up to my character and kiss passionately to prove she isn't. Oh look, right on cue.

Naya's lips connected with mine and I kissed her back blushing furiously.

Everyone else cheered.

Later after rehearsal we were walking around talking with some of the other cast. "Good job adding that blush in here Demi, made it seem so much more realistic!" Chris compliments me.

"Yeah that's me, always keeping it real." Why did I blush? This is all so confusing and I can't even talk to Selena about it because she will tell me what I don't want to hear. I saw Blake glance at me and I looked at him confused. 'Phone' he mouthed and I nodded. He gave me his number earlier so we could talk.

- What? - I text him.

- Meet me at Villagio's later. Need to talk. - Villagio's was an Italian restaurant few people knew about, which made it the perfect place for dates and private conversations.

- Okay. -

Later came and I met Blake at the restaurant more confused than ever.. As soon as I sat down he spoke. "I know you have feelings for Naya." I did a double take.

"What? No I don't!" I protested.

"Come on, don't deny it."

"I really don't." I replied, crossing my arms and looking away.

"Whatever you say. I'm in the same situation as you, you know." Huh? I uncrossed my arms and looked at him. "Yeah, I knew that would get your attention. I have the biggest crush on Darren. Honestly I hate it. " Wow there's a plot twist. It's like Simon turning out to be twenty two. Blake was still talking and I decided to listen again. "I'm offering you a preposition. How about you and I date?"

What. The. Fuck.