Getting Back Together

Broken

Now, I feel nothing. I kept asking myself, what is my liability? What are my mistakes that triggered her anger? Do I deserve her?

In my dreams, I see her happy with Ripley and he does everything that I do for Sky. He carries Sky on his back. He cooks soup. He does everything for Sky.

I woke up with tears on my eyes. It hurts that even my dream also stopped my hopes for the come back of us. Is this a sign of move on?

I checked on my phone if she texted me but there's nothing from her. Only Harper is concerned about me.

"Bro, if ur not okay, just sleep or take out some bottles of beer from the fridge. There's peanuts in the cupboard. If you want pizza, there's $100 on the tv rack. You know what I mean. I'm back in the next three days. I'm on a business trip"

He's a pesky brother but he cares about me.

I composed a message for Sky. Maybe she'll change her mind.

"Baby. U ok? I hope ur doing well. Baby I want to say that I love u even if u broke my heart. I am not in favor of our break up. I want to fix this but I heard enough to let this things be broken. If u r wondering why I'm saying this, I say it because I love u. Even if that is just hours ago, I already miss you. I miss everything about you. Everything.
If this is the last, can I ask a favor?"

I sent it and did some Netflix and Chill at the house. My workmates started to call me about my absence but I refused to answer that I'm heartbroken. I also sent an e-mail to John, my boss, that I'll be having a leave for a while.

I took the bottles of beer from the fridge and drank them all. After chillin', I sat down on the balcony and watch some liberal people show their body.

Then I remember the psychologist. I planned to go to her clinic so I took a bath, dressed formally and drove away. Even I'm drunk, I know my way. I looked the card she gave me and drove that way.

When I arrived at the clinic, it says the psychologist is in so I took a walk in that building.

There, I saw an old woman, I think she's a psychologist too, a patient and Emma.

"Dr. Emma Bloom?"

"This way mister."

She led me to a different room, I think it's her office
"I want to introduce myself first, I'm Emma P. Bloom, a psychologist. You?"

"Spencer Raj Brar, I'm 20, a chef and a salesman"

"What brings you here?"

"Help me, I need some advice"

"About what?"

"I'm heartbroken. She broke up with me"

"That's a pathetic reason. Jesus Christ! Anyways, I can give you tips if you want to rebuild that relationship"

"Okay?"

"First, go to her. Dress formally and neatly. Ask her if it is really done then if she said yes, take her to a date or go to the place where she wants to go to when you two were still together. That's the final favor that you'll ask to her. If she said no when it's done, take her to your favorite place and date her. If nothing goes good, then come back here"

"Okay. Thanks"

"Are you drunk? You smell like beer"

"Kinda?"

"Tss."

"How much is my bill?"

"It's free. I got you"