If I had told you how much you meant to me would you have stayed?
I can't go on without my best friend.
You're six feet under.
And I'm here.
Wishing all of this was a lie.
That all of this was fake.
That it's one of your jokes.
Or simply a misunderstanding.
Because I need you.
And you've been gone for so long.
But I'll never stop needing you.
I want you back in my universe.
Please.
Don't you hear me screaming your name?
Don't you understand how much this kills me?
Don't you see how much I need you?
No you didn't.
Because the world told you to leave.
I guess I wasn't strong enough to get you to stay.
I'm sorry
I love you
You're always going to be my best friend in my mind.
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