my anxious love

chapter 1 best bros for ever

Virgils pov

I stared at the night sky while listening to Patton, my best friend since forth grade, and my brother Xavier, my best friend since he was born, talked.

I smiled. I loved these dorks so much. Always talking about guys they liked or pulling pranks on each other. It was cute.

I looked up at the boy my head was resting on their lap. His hair went to his chin and was shaved on one side. His bangs were dyed blonde and he wore a dark green beanie. His hoodie was bigger than him and was darker than his hat. His eyes a slight dull blue.

I looked at the boy next to him. He was laughing and fell backwards and layed on the roof we all were sitting on. He had thick rimmed glasses that almost fell of is face. He wore a blue polo shirt and gray cardigan with tan kackies.

The boy I was laying on was my brother. Xaviar was sweet and sassy at the same time. He always came to ne and Patton when he was upset. We were all he had back then.

The boy next to him sat up and took off his glasses to wipe his eyes. He was Patton. He was like my happy pills to make me calm and happy. (Wow doesn't this sound familiar *;);) nudge nudge*) his smile always brought one to my face.

I finally sat up and looked at the driveway as the sound of a car slowing to a stop came into hearing view. A bright blue car parked in the driveway and it honked.

I looked over at Patton and gave him a slightly sad smile. "Looks like your dad is here." "yea... Ill see you guys in two weeks, ok?" he said has he went down the latter. I nodded and me and my brother yelled our goodbyes.

Once Patton's car left from view, me and Xavier went down the latter and ran straight inside and into my room.

I was taking of the makeup I did this morning while Xavier played with is phone.

All of a sudden I heard a gasp from Xavier and i looked at him threw the mirror and saw him looking out the window.

"What are you gasping about?" I asked. "Come see for yourself!" he said, glancing back at me before looking back out.

My curiosity came over me which made me go over to the window and what I saw almost made me gets bloody nose.

A boy my age stood shirtless in the house behind us backyard. He was just sitting on the ground looking up at the stars. His hair seemed to be dyed royal purple. What almost gave me a nose bleed, you ask? Well the boy had a mother fucking six pack!

I knew who that boy was. I knew him since kindergarten. Been my crush ever since. His name was roman buroski.(shhhhh I'm not creative with name let alone last names!!!)

He always had the perfect look in his eyes and had the perfect smirk because of his perfect lips-OH MY GOD WHAT WHO SAID THAT!? "Looks like senior year is going to be even harder this year..." I muttered as I walked back to my desk and mirror. "No kidding. But, hey you'll have Patton and me! And Logan and William and Matthew and terevon!" my little brother exclaimed, heading for the door. "Yea I know. Goodnight dood." "night big bro best bro forever!" I smiled as the door closed. Yep that was me the big brother and to him the bestest friend he ever had. I slowly made my way to bed and immediately passed out once my head hit the pillow.

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(I hoped you enjoyed my little chapter. Its been a while since I posted anything and I decided it was about time to start writing again! If people start reading this then I will continue if not then oh well. I will also do a one shot book and an x reader one shot book if people want. I don't know a trans gay boy needs something to do now that he is homeschooled!)