Dear daddy
I'm 12. I started high school this year and I'm not enjoying it. Uncle ash and uncle cal have been holding strong. They miss you a lot but they say they need to stay here cause it was your wish for them to be able to see me grow up and become a women. Uncle ash told me I can't find out what happen to you until I'm 18. He thinks it will be the best for me cause I will be at the age of understanding. Honestly I will understand now but I guess I might not. Daddy there's only two more years till I have to live with mummy. I have no choice apparently. That's what the police said. I went to visit her yesterday. She looks like she's been on drugs. I've heard that she's tried escaping. She has her own cell. She can't be trusted being with other people. How come they can't trust her with other people yet in 2 years she can be trusted with me? Are the police Insane. 2 years seems like a long time for recovery and trust but it's only a short amount of time if you think about it. My uncles are still in recovering from when you left. And it's been nearly 10 years so why can 2 years apparently be a long time of recovering. I'm honestly so confused about this world. I'm dyeing my hair blue tomorrow. I don't care what the school says I'm dyeing it. I'm sick of making people happy when I can't even do something good for myself. I'm told all the time that im a depressed potato that looks like a noodle. If you don't understand what I mean is that they are saying I'm fat even though I'm skinny and I'm always depressed. I know your never going to see this. I love you daddy
Love savanna:/
