I feel like I'm standing in a box. A box around my whole body, a glass one. All my responsibilities are banging and yelling at me and I'm just, blocking them out. Like I know they're there but I cant attend to them because Im stuck In the box. But wait the handle is there I reach for it but... It's locked oh wait the key is there but it's on the other side of the box. That's how I feel, like I'm stuck and I'm so close to being able to do something but I'm trapped. And the box isn't a box at all its my depression and anxiety and I'm stuck inside of them.