I looked at you today.
But you didn't look back at me.
And when you did,
Your eyes were grey.
Not the blissful blue
Like I saw before.
When I looked at them,
They were something I couldn't ignore.
I spoke to you today,
But you didn't reply.
I sat the rest of the day and wondered,
"...Why?..."
If I could go back to the moment I saw your eyes,
I would turn the other way and simply leave.
You have flooded my head with millions of lies.
Then again, I am so honored that you chose me.
Me as your victim.
Me as your toy.
I hate that I fell for you,
You stupidly gorgeous boy.
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Today sucked, y'all.