Scars Will Fade, But Memories Don't (Frerard/Ferard)

Chapter 4

Franks POV

Its now been one week since Gerard and I have been together, the best week ever I might add. And today it has hit me, I havnt wanted to cut since I have met Gee. Its like his the cure to my sadness and loneliness, of course.

"Frank!"

I snapped out of my thoughts when my English teacher yelled my name to get my attention.

"So have you done your work Mr.Iero?"

"Yes, Miss" I lie, she just glared at me, jeez.

When she finally turned around Gerard elbowed my side and asked,

"What were you thinking about, Frankie?"

"Ohh... Just thinking about the beautiful guy sitting next to me" I winked and gave a smile, which he then returned showing his small teeth.

It eventually came to lunch, we sat out the back where no one could see us and had a smoke. It was quiet until Gerard spoke up.

"Frankie... You know how I said I was openly gay? Yeah, well my mum didnt know until last night"

"Was she okay with it?" I asked putting my arm around his waist.

"Well at first she was a bit hesitant on what to say, but then she said 'It doesnt matter if your gay, your still my son' , so I think shes alright"

I was know curious if she knew about us, my parents knew and they are supportive, so lets hope it goes the same both ways.

"Does she know about.... us?"

"About that... I told her and she wants to meet you... She was good with it all, she just wants to know who you are and all that stuff" he told me looking into my eyes, "So do you want to come over this afternoon?"

"Uhh.... sure, Gee" I gave a smile, but underneath I was freaking out.

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Gerard and I were now walking to his house, Ive never been to his house. Also I am really nervous on meeting his mother, I just kept getting thoughts run through my head.

Will she think Im good enough for her son?

Is she going to like the fact that I have a few tattoos?

Will she approve of me?

I couldnt think of anything else, Gee must of noticed I was worrying.

"You dont have to worry, Frankie, Im here and we are all that matters. I dont even know why your nervous, she will probably love you."

He turns me around, looked deep into my eyes and gave me a quick but gentle kiss on the lips.

"Thanks, Gee" I smiled.

I then reached out and held his pale hand, Gerard looked at our intertwined fingers and gave and big smile.

We walked around some corners and down the streets and before we knew it we were standing out the front of Gee's house. It was a good size house and looked very homely and welcoming, Gerard then looked at me and showed me to the front door. Okay, I am really nervous right now and I find myself breathing a bit heavier.

Gerard unlocked the door and yelled,

"Muuummm.... We're hooommee!"

My heart quickened and then I came face-to-face with Gerards mum. Gerard then spoke up,

"Mum, this is Frank."

He then smiled at me.

What do I say, what do I say...??

"Hello Mrs.Way, Im Frank, its really nice to meet you."

I shook her hand and gave her a warm smile, she just stood there staring at me and I was shitting it. Suddenly a huge smile spreads across her face and I just felt a massive weight lift off my shoulders. She then introduced herself,

"Hi Darlin' , its very nice to meet you too and please, please call me Donna. So how was your day boys, good?"

"It was alright, same old, same old." Gerard replied.

"We're gunna go up to my room."

"Okay. See you later, dont get up to anything, boys!" Donna teased, smiling.

Gee rolled his eyes and raced over to his room, pulling me along with him. Donna seemed really nice, I dont even know why I was so nervous now. He opened his door and it was amazing, drawings, band posters, you name it, I loved it.

"So Frankie, this is my room....."

"I love it, its amazing....." I trailed off the compliment.

"So is yours, ahaha" He laughed. "Come sit." He patted on his bed beside him and smiled that beautiful smile. I went and sat next to him.

"Do you think that went well?" I asked.

"I think it went pretty well, if you ask me. You just worry to much, babe.... What do you wanna do?"

"Your the host!" I said.

Gerard just laughed, as did I.

"We could watch a movie? Only if you want to, that is?"

"Sounds like a plan." I say.

I got up off his bed and started to walk to his door when I realised he wasnt following. I turned around and caught him having a sneaky look, I grinned.

"Like what you see, Gee?" I ask teasingly.

Gerard just blushed. I walked over and he said,

"You know I do..."

Then I leaned over and pressed my lips against his. He kissed back instantly, he put his hands around my waist and pulled me down onto the bed so I was now straddling him. That then led to a full make-out session. Gerard then pulled away smiling like a mad man and said,

"Shouldnt we be getting to that movie, Frankie."

"Im sure it can wait" I smiled devilishly, connecting our kiss swollen lips yet again.