Dahil marami pong hindi nakakakita ng mga PRIVATE PARTS. I-pupublic ko na lang po lahat. Pasensya na sa abala :) ENJOY!
-knowme
PAW’S POV
“Alam mo? Ang love parang bagyo, ang hirap i-predict kahit may pag-asa. Tss. Kaya ikaw? Be happy! Pasalamat ka may-asawa ka na.” Isabelle said with a pout.
I just smiled. Isabelle is one of my new session clients, well – we can call her a damsel in distress, maybe? UGH.
We ended our session with a smile in our faces. She’s a very talkative girl, loves to joke and an open – book. Umalis na ako ng office ko at nagpaalam kay Max, last session ko na rin at four clients lang diba? Though it lasted long today, I hailed a cab and gone straight to his apartment.
I was about to enter the unit when I heard – I just wish I heard nothing. With a cold-straight face, I opened the door and carefully walked to my bedroom without even glancing at them.
Yes, to THEM. Actually, it’s the fourth time na maabutan ko silang nagsisipsipan sa sala o kaya sa kusina. Well, at least sa sofa sila ngayon. It was Dawn’s did; after I said the words ‘…you can do whatever you like Dawn, I don’t care anymore’and I didn’t even budge. Why should I? It’s his decision to bring a girl in the apartment, it’s his after all.
Nag-palit lang ako ng damit, shorts and muscle–tee with a black tube sa loob. I did not do this para mapansin niya ako, wala na kasi akong shirts. I got to my feet and went straight to the kitchen. I’m famished, I searched all the cabinets and found nothing but a SPAM and some corned beef in can.
When I decided to shopped for groceries, I saw him thrusting hard inside of that girl, who happened to be Milly. Thanks to the architect ng apartment na’to dahil katapat talaga ng kusina yung sofa ng sala, she titled her head and smile mockingly at me while she moaned with pleasure. I admit it turned me on but it was immediately replaced by the memories I keep on avoiding. A boy, a girl, fcking, does ring a bell to me.
I glanced away and put my slippers, maybe grocery shopping can really help me. Again, without even peeking at them, I walked out the door and closed it.
Naisipan ko na lang na maglakad to freshen up with the cold breeze air of the night and like a crazy fan girl, I smiled. I never thought I can last with them for over four days, with me seeing nothing but Milly’s nakedness and Dawn’s undying thrusting moments.
Nung una akala ko, masasaktan ako pero ewan ko ba, dahil wala akong maramdaman kahit sa harap ko pa sila mag-anuhan. I’m completely numb, I guess. Her moans, groans sa gabi sa kwarto ni Dawn doesn’t even wake me up, except the first night. I just felt I achieved something high–and I don’t know what it is.
I feel so alive and want to continue life, unlike months ago…I entered the grocery with a smile plastered on my face, siguro kung makikita niyo ako sasabihin niyong nababaliw na ako. The grocery–cart ride in the aisle of the grocery feels like for ever.
I just bought the necessarily needed, some veggies and some–to many to point out. Dahil medyo madami akong nabili, I took a cab again kahit medyo malapit lang. Binayaran ko si kuya para magpatulong na i-akyat yung mga pinamili ko dahil nga mga paper bags siya, bawal na kasi ang plastic sa Makati. But sometimes I wonder why Milly is still here?
“Thank you po.” I said smiling at kuya and he smiled back with a curt nod.
Binuksan ko ulit yung pinto at isa-isang binuhat papasok yung mga paper bags. And the same routine inside, I individually lifted each bags to the kitchen when Milly approached me.
