Poetry

Why?

I don't know how to feel anymore. My mind is split into literally two. To do what's best for my mind and cut you off. Or to follow my heart and hope we never part. Whether or not you know it you hurt me. Every day. Whether it's the thought that I'll probably never get to see you. Or the thought that Someone else gets to have you. You've told me you love me. You told me you wanted me. I believed and I loved you back. Sometimes I just wish I could put my feelings on a rack. High up out of reach. Never being able to be breached. You're like a High I've never had. I want you so bad but the more I want you the more I die. The higher I fly to you, the greater the chance I'll get burned.
I'd get burned for you any day you see.
Just answer me why.
Why is it so hard to say goodbye?
I've tried and I've tried but always failed to succeed.
In the end my feelings always bleed.
So again the two questions I face.
Should I leave you or should I keep you.
I know both will bring me so much pain
But one of them will bring me gain.