Half the world are sleeping
I'm awake and just pretending
Just in my bed, lying
No one knows I'm silently crying.
In this blanket, I'm hiding
In this pillow, my tears are falling
I can't stop these tears from pouring
'Cause tonight, the only time I can grief the feeling.
I'm afraid of telling
They will just think I'm just joking
And I won't get their understanding
In the end, I end up hurting.
Though it's aching
I'll keep on keeping
It's better than bothering
Some people you thought who are caring.
Though they know me, they don't know anything
Because they don't have two ears for listening
They just thought that I'm happy because I'm smiling
They don't know deep inside I'm crying.
