"I've never been jealous before I met you, it burns, luv. Like silver through my veins. Some nights, watching you with other men on your jobs, I think it will drive me mad."
- Jeaniene Frost, At Grave's End
(Night Huntress...
I heard him finally demand as I closed the door to our suite.
The Hangzhou organizers had been very generous and booked us all suites. Our friends with sly smiles on their faces merely paired up with each other — leaving the two of us roomies once again.
We have not told them anything about this recent development in our relationship but being the natural nosy busybodies that they are, I have a pretty good idea that they know something.I guess they have decided to adopt a don’t ask, don’t tell policy for plausible denial in case management asks anyone of them.
My musings were cut short when I felt P’Kimmon’s hand capturing mine tightly.
“What have I done?”
I stared at him in disbelief: what has he done?!!Wasn’t he paying attention to the fanservice that he and P’Copgi just gave to their Hangzhou fans?They have gotten married.MARRIED!!!!
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I know that it is silly of me to feel like this but what can I do?Hearts are petty and stupid over the weirdest of things when inlove.
I felt so bereaved while watching him do something like that even for fun...realizing that someday he would be wanting to do it for real.The question is if I am capable of being the one to give it to him.
Fuck it...I am not ashamed to say that I want to. I want it so badly that I could almost taste it. Is it too soon to want such kind of commitment? Maybe...but I don’t care.I know my heart and my heart beats only for him.
“Don’t tell me...you were jealous?”
His incredulous tone irritated me further.
“Well excuse me...don’t I have any right to be?The last time I checked I was still your fann!”
He immediately switched to cajoling me when he heard that my tone has grown more terse and aggressive.
“Of course you are, babe. But you know that we have to do fanservice on these fanmeets. It doesn’t mean anything. Nong Gi would sooner deck me than kiss me.”
“I know! That’s why I am much more irritated with myself for being jealous but I. CAN’T. HELP. IT!!!”
I felt him pull me closer, dragging me to the bed and making me sit down to look him in the eye.
“Baby you are not silly. I understand why you feel like that. When I see you being sweet with Nong Godt or Ai Tae I also feel like punching someone in the face...preferably their smug, good-looking mugs.And Ai frickin Tee needs to be put on a leash...he has been doing this on purpose since he....”
My eyes widened in horror when I heard this.
“What...you mean he knows???!Who are hell knows aside from him? Does everybody know???!”
