I've had the worst day in a long time.
I can't even begin to express how angry I feel.
How disgusted I feel.
How betrayed I feel.
How depressed I feel.
But most of all, I can't express how hurt I feel.
I feel like in a span of 8 hours, everyone has either turned on me, or I have turned on them (if that even makes sense).
There is some serious shit going on.
And right now, you need to grow up.
You know who you all are.
It's high school.
It's time to grow up.
Be mature.
Be loyal.
But fucking most of all,
Tell the goddamn truth.
I will find out the truth.
I will know who said what.
And I will find out who fucking dragged me into this.
And when I do, I'm not going to be happy.
So you may as well come out and say it.
Maybe I won't be as upset if you say it.
Instead of bringing your "best friend" into it.
That's not what a best friend does.
A best friend tries to save the other best friend.
They don't fucking lie and run their mouths to others.
I will figure it out.
I will find out the truth.
