Avril Lavigne
I played this song in the guitar a while ago, for I think 4x. Hahah! I just remembered that this is the second song after "wrecking ball" which gave big impact to me after what happened.
The pre-chorus, chorus, well I mean the song itself says it all; everything that I felt that moment.Hahah.
♪ Let's talk this over.
It's not like we're dead.
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging in the city so dead.
Held up so high on such a breakable thread. ♪
I was really asking myself whether it was me or it was really your fault why things gone wrong. Well, you already left, left me hanging in a world where I knew no one else but you! We've been through ups and downs, best and worst, it was like we're holding a rope from end to end to keep our relationship straight. But just like a rope, no matter how thick and strong it is, there will still be knots. I tried pulling hard to unknot the knots and make it straight again, but I was so dumb coz I didn't notice that you already let go of the other end. It was only me trying to make it straight again!
♪ And you were all the things I thought I knew and I thought we could be.
You were everything, everything that I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be but we've lost it.
All of the memories so closed to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending. ♪
You were the person I trust the most. I thought of you as someone who will do this, who will do that, who will never do this and who will never do that for me. I thought of you as someone really worth having in my life. I was expecting that you and me will end up happily, that we are destiny! You thought of US like that too, right? Your words really made me expect that you're for me. Our memories, your promises, our dreams, the laughter and tears, it all faded away with just a glimpse! Damn! I thought I know you that much! You just pretended that OURS is a happy ending!
♪ You've got your dumb friends,
I know what they say.
They tell you I'm difficult, but so are they.
But they don't know me, do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me.
All the shit that you do. ♪
There will always be these people who will judge, who will keep on saying words without knowing the real US!
Throughout the relationship, I made myself believe that you told me everything even you don't. I made myself believe that you trusted me the way I trusted you but you're not! Your words, your eyes, your angelic face made me believe that you love me so much that you'll never leave me, but it was all fvcking lies! I never really seen the lies you hide between your words and behind that mask, you're such a great magician making me believe with all those lies! Lies! Lies everywhere!
♪ And you were all the things I thought I knew and I thought we could be.
You were everything, everything that I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be but we've lost it.
All of the memories so closed to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending.♪
♪ It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you cared,
And making me feel like I was the only one.
It's nice to know he had it all,
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done.♪
Inspite of the unhappy ending, I'm really still thankful that once in my life I experienced to love and be loved truly by someone. I know that what we had were all true, it just happened that what we shared isn't enough for you. Lol! I'm thankful that you chose what you think was right for the both of us, it is! Indeed! I admired you the moment you told me the truth, that you don't want me to be yours anymore. Yeah it was a bit hard, but I realized that it's not always about fighting for what you want, it's also about giving up for that's what others want. It's a choice between what you want and what they need.
♪ He was everything, everything that I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be but we've lost it.
All of the memories so closed to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending so much for my happy...
You were everything, everything that I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be but we've lost it.
All of the memories so closed to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending.♪
Yes! You WERE everything, you were the person I wanted to be my happy ending. Well, that was before, a long long time ago. As what happened to you, to things, to people, everything changes and that's inevitable, so do I. Hihih!
By the way, it just happened that this song reminded me of the pain brought by you! Lol. Don't worry, it doesn't hurt anymore. Thank you for letting me see the other side of me. ;D
