Story #1 My First Kiss

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by KillMeSquared

by KillMeSquared

My First Kiss

My first kiss was a surprise. I didn't expect him to kiss me, but it was very nice. I didn't really care that he had a girlfriend already, I was his new girlfriend. Of course, by the end of that night I broke up with him, since in the 2 hour ride home he was KISSING MY NECK. HE WAS SUCKING ON MY FUCKING NECK. Hell no, I will not tolerate that. But the kiss was a whole different story.

It was about 6 or 7 am, and it was freezing. We were both wearing jackets and Beanies. The sun was rising, and was dim. We were standing behind an office that was always unlocked, but nobody was ever working in it or standing guard. We stood behind a pillar, and all of our friends were standing inside of the big Lodge watching us.

An embrace so tight and warm. My head rested on his breast, his head on my head. He kissed my Beanie/head twice, and I looked up at him like I knew we were going to kiss, but I didn't know that I knew. About 20 seconds went by of us looking at each other, and then he kissed me. It was probably the most magical moment I have experienced, since I have never kissed a girl, nor have I kissed anyone else, and I don't think any kiss I will have in the future will feel as magical since I will probably be the one to instigate it.

After he kissed me, I said, "woah." He asked me if I was okay, and I replied with, " Yeah... I'm... I'm great! I've just never kissed anyone before." He said something along the lines of, "oh, well I have," but not in a douchey way, he said it sweetly, and smiled. We went to the other side of the office and watched the sun rising. He made me feel loved, and special.

Before that morning, a night before, we bonded over a YouTuber we both watched, and held hands. When I put my hand in his, my "friends" were standing behind us (a fact of which I did not know) and started laughing their asses off. I was so angry and embarrassed. I was offended, that my own friends would do that to me. But that wasn't the point of me telling you about that night. I told you this to explain how all of the moments I had with him were magical. I was kind of head over heels in love with him now that I think back to it, but I wasn't comfortable enough to tell him that, or to tell that to myself.

And even though I consider myself a lesbian now, I would trade lots to go back to that Fall retreat and be with him again, even though he hates me now since my dumb ass broke up with him over TEXT. I mean I don't care that I broke up with him, just that I did it over text. Shame on me, right?

I think he even moved churches because of me. I feel really bad, but my friends are really happy about it though, since they didn't like him. I hope you liked the story about my first kiss. Thanks for reading.