"No, No, No ,No" I demanded as my little 3 year old boy, Robert, climbed up a shelf full of cloths. He looked at me and smiled, heading back up. I shook my head, knowing I was going to get in trouble by a worker for letting him climb. We were in forever 21, looking for a new outfit. I don't have alot of money, so therefore; I don't have alot of cloths.
"Macy?" I heard a familiar voice call my name. You guessed it. I'm Macy Thrupp, Jake Thrupp's little sister. Yes. I'm also the girl who dated Cody Simpson, the big superstar. He left me after I caught him with another girl. I believe her name was or is Kylie Jenner. I never had the nerve to tell him that I was pregnant...with his child. I was 16 then. How was I suppose to tell him that after he told me he hated me? He left me broken hearted with a child I'm suppose to raise on my own. As of right, I'm still broken hearted, but stronger than ever, I haven"t spoken with him since that night. I'm 19, single, and having fun.
"Jake? What are you doing here? I thought you were back home?" I hugged him. We had a strong brother-sister relationship. He was still best friends with Cody, which I really felt weired about.
"Well... Nice to see you to." he laughed. I playfully hit his arm, indicating that 'that was not what i meant"'.
"Just joking sis. Gosh you have an arm" he smiled, rubbing his arm. I spotted glittery, black short and a pink colored button up, sleeveless top. Jake offered to buy it, but I insisted on buying.
"No really." I said, being serious. "Why are you here? I haven't seen you in forever" I screamed, putting the cloths on the counter.
"Just here... with some friends." he stuttered. He knows I don't like it when he hangs out with Cody. I peeked my head around him, wondering were Robert was and avoiding his eyes. "Look, I know you don't like it when i hang out with him, but you have to understand that he's my friend to. Please understand that." he pleaded. I looked into his eyes and nodded.
"Thank you" i smiled to the cashier. She returned the smiled and went to help another customer. "Robert??" I said, not wanting to scream. He came running straight to Jake.
"Uncle Jake"s here mommy" Robert tried to say, while Jake picked him up. He just started his talking stage, so he now just never shuts up. He resembles alot of Cody. Their hair is the same color, same eyes color, same nose, and the same name. It was hard to look at Robert and not think of Cody.
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"Have you told Cody yet?" i pointed my head back to Robert, who was sleeping. Jake shook his head.
"That's your job. Your the mother, he's the father. You guys have to make up some time. You can't have Robert living in this lifestyle." he stated. There's no way i making up with Cody. He hurt me and thats that. Plus, we both told each other that we hated one another. But what Jake said boiled my emotions.
"What lifestyle?" I asked angerily, gripping the steering wheel harder. He looked over at me and shook his head and let out a little chuckle.
"WHAT LIFESTYLE JAKE?" I yelled loudly, problay waking up Robert.
"NOT KNOWING WHO YOUR DAD IS. DON'T YOU THINK HE WANTS TO KNOW. YOU WOULDN'T NOTICE BECAUSE YOUR STILL LIVING IN THE PAST" He yelled. Sometimes, Jake had to raise his voice at me, although I don't like being yelled at, to get the point across. He was right. I am living in the past and not gotten over the fact that I've never noticed Robert wanting to meet his dad. I felt warm, salty tears hit my lip.
"Look.. Macy. I didn'y mean to raise my voice at you, but thats the truth. Robert his at that stage where he was to do stuff with his dad." he calmly said. Just the thought of that made me cringe,but I had to do this for Robert.
"Do you even think that he'll claim him... as his son? I tried to wipe the tears away. Jake patted my knee and nodded his head.
"I know show. You know you still ove him. Your just not letting yourself admit it. He loves y-" I interrupted him, not wanting to hear anymore. I turned on the radio, indicating to Jake that I don't want to talk about it anymore. I heard Robert stirring around in his car seat, so I looked in the rear view mirror to make sure he was alright. He looked so cute when he was sleeping. He was deffinalty Cody's.
"Now on air, CODY SIMPSON!!" the radio yelled. I rolled my eyes, moving my hand to turn it off when Robert asked me a question.
"Where's Daddy?' Robert asked in his cute baby voice. Jake's head tured and looked at me. I swalloed hard, not knowing what to say.
"He's- umm- He's- uhh" i tried to say, but nothing wad coming out. Thats when I heard Jake's voice coming in.
"He's in places. You'll see him soon, right mommy?' Jake smiled. I gave him the evil eye. He just looked down and chuckled.
"Why hasn't he come to see me?" Robert asked. It broken my heart to hear what questions he was asking me. "Does he not love me?' he asked. That's it. Robert needs to see his dad as soon as possible.
"He loves you dearly. Just not me" I whispered. "Oh.. Look. We're home" i tried to smile but it was obviouis that it was fake. I opened the back door and unhooked his car seat, Robert jumped straight into my arms, hugging me.
"It's ok mommy. I love you. That's all that matters right?' he asked, looking at me with those cute baby eyes that looked just like Cody's. I nodded and kissed his cheek. He jumped down and ran inside. I laughed and went to shut the door. I noticed Jake in he phone. He looked at me and hung up the phone.
"Who was that?" I smiled mystrously, shutting the doors.
"Nob-.... ok.. Cody" he laughed. "He's coming to town for an interview and a show. He;s stayin for a week. We going to hang out. Why don't you come with... bring little man with you." he nudged me in the side.
"I don't know if I'm ready. Robert is but I'm not"I stopped walking and stood still.
"So this is about you now huh? I thought this was about Robert?' he asked, slightly upset. I looked back at our small house and thought of Robert. I let out a soft sigh.
"Fine.. I'll go.. but only for Robert. He needs a dad." I smiled
Thank you for reading. This is my second fanfic. I'll kept this one more up dated, now that it's summer time. Please give me feedback
