I wish that we could have what we had back and I know that I can't turn the clock back and make someone disappear, but what we had was sweet, and we could talk. You made me make decision when you could waited for us.
I don't have a magic ball, I am writer, poet, and lover. You gave me something back I thought that I would never find but now you walked away and I listen to my favorite music and I am depressed.
I told Jody, Billy, Annalen, and Elizabeth all of this and Honey-bear know about it too. I don't know where you are but my heart is with you. I am so lonely, and I can only cry. I am sick now and I told Ashley that I had to go to Crestwood Hospital.
You don't have a computer, but if I could send you this I would, but somehow you will find your way and I will disappear from here, but my stories will live for as my Pinterest site will.
I am listening to Tim Janis as I write this.
I wish we would have met earlier when I was younger, stronger, and full of life and love, but my life has been rough, and I have loved and I have lost.
There was so much you didn't know about me. You will always be in my heart.
I pray that the Lord and Lady protect you and watch over you.
Love, Karissa.
