Almost 2 weeks of we're not together. I'm always drunk and wasted. Because I'm broken hearted of you. My childhood friends are with me every night drinking with me and making me happy but I'm not.
13th of September you texted me; "sorry"
And I'm not replying. Maybe because you're not serious with your sorry.
And I replied because I already miss you and I want you back and fix all the things we've made.
All my friends don't like you because you always hurt me. And they're thinking that your a bitch. But I defend you coz I love you.
And the we started all over again. Making things right and start giving each value and love.
I expected that you've changed. I expected that you will not hurt me anymore. But I'm pretty sure that you did not.
While we are on hospital because of your friend was fractured by motorcycle...
I'm sleeping beside you. I'm hugging you, kissing you. All... but you're chatting on another guy again.
I asked you "who's that? And why you are calling each other baby?".
And you're not answering my question. And you always change topics and alibi.
You didn't know how much I love you. How much I'm being hurt because of you.
Maybe this time I will let you go to on with your life. Maybe you don't deserve me. You don't deserve to be love by the person who will do everything for you to make you happy and will be there in ups and downs.
I just want to say "thank you for the time and efforts you gave me. For all those days when you we're with me. And for the love you gave me (I guess). And sorry for those short comings that we encountered. Sorry if I will let you go. My heart do loves you alot but my body and mind is tired of what you've done to me and for the things you hurted me. I love you, goodbye..."
End of our story.
