Shine For Me (Official Chreets Series)

Chapter 7

“Baby your the biggest part…of my needs girl…”

(Sweets POV)

Wow…He did it! I was not expecting this. I slowly pulled away from him and all you could hear was our heavy breathing.

“I’m sorry…I shouldn’t have done that.” He said sitting up and leaning up against his headboard.

WHY WOULD YOU APOLOGIZE??

“Wh-Why are you sorry? I asked sitting up quickly moving next to him.

“Cause…I mean I don’t want you to think I was tryna push up on you just cause I got you over here…It ain't like that.” He said scratching the side of his head and he wouldn’t even look at me.

“Chris I know you wouldn’t do anything like that so don’t be sorry.” I said leaning my head on his chest as he put his arm around me.

I didn’t know what the kiss meant for us but all I knew was that I liked it and I wanted more...A LOT more. He had me on fire like I hadn’t been in a long time. So I giggled to myself...Who would've thought this goofy, skinny, 14 year old would make me feel like I was floating on a cloud!

He's just special...

“Why you keep doin that?” He finally asked after a few long minutes of silence as we stared at the flickering TV.

“Doing what?” I asked looking up at him. His heartbeat was fast but so soothing.

“Callin me Chris.” He looked me dead in my eyes making me want to kiss him again.

“I don’t know…I guess I just realized I had never called you that and wanted you to hear me say it…I like it.” I smiled and looked up at him.

“I like it too…So-" I interrupted him with another kiss that this time lasted longer and deeper.

Maaaan I was definitely horny now!

Just then he pulled back from me and scooted away so I was confused. Hey I know my breath don’t stink!

“We betta get some sleep.” He said firmly.

“What the hell?” I asked sitting back from him.

“Look…Just…You need to get some sleep aight.” He insisted while getting back under the covers.

ARE YOU KIDDING ME???

I finally gave in, we share a kiss and nothing! I mean we didn’t even discuss what this meant. Are we together? Does he love me too? Are we gonna have SEX now?

Sex...

Let me explain...Raul and I were together off and on for 9 months. I stopped sleeping with him after 6 months because of an incident between us that went to far which is why Raul started cheating on me. It hurt but I didn’t care. I had had so many traumatic things happen to me when it came to sex that I decided I wasn’t gonna do it until I was really in love and I knew that person loved me too. I just wanted to be loved but I knew Raul DEFINITELY did not love me. So yea me not having sex in 8 whole months since definitely has me feeling like I'm ready again.

So...

Is this love?