Untouched Memories (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 8: Final shot, Kiss

Chapter 8:

It’s day two of filming the video.

But I feel terrible because I barely slept at all last night. I can’t believe I moved on from Harry so quickly. How could I have been so stupid? Mine and Louis’s conversation last night made it clear that I really should have waited until Harry got back before just rushing off and dating someone else.

Now Harry won’t even look at me and I won’t get a chance to explain. He won’t let me explain because nothing will excuse my stupidity. To make the whole day even worse, I had to kiss Harry in front of a camera crew and a team of actors.

 Eventually we are called to set and I try to find a chance to talk to Harry. I see him standing talking to the director and walk towards him, but he catches my eye and walks away. Every time I try, he would walk away. It was becoming unbearable how we were so close, but so far away.

 I don’t want to think about this going on forever, when we are back home in London. It would not only ruin our friendship, but everyone else’s friendships surrounding us.

We shoot scenes from every angle; we go swimming in the river and fishing along the bank. There are scenes shot with Niall playing his guitar, and everyone sitting around listening to him. Although I am in an awkward position with Harry right now, I’m really enjoying being part of a motion picture.

 A lunch break is called and I decide I am going to talk to Harry. I have to tell him what I thought he was doing. After taking a sandwich from the canteen I scan the room and find him sitting on a table with the other boys.

Without thinking at all, I make a bee line towards him. There is no way I’m going to get through this day if I don’t talk to him. I don’t even care what I say, or if I say it wrong. I just have to get the message across. I catch his eye as I storm towards his table. He shuffles in his seat like he wants to move, but looks at Louis and stays put.

“Harry, we need to talk” I state as plainly as I can, trying not to make it seem like a big deal.

“Ah…” He stutters before looking behind me. His face drops and I turn to see what has made him so quiet.

“Babe, what are you doing here? Come sit with me. You don’t even know these guys” Says Matt as he walks up behind me. Of course, Matt always has to be here when I don’t need him.

“I was just talking to Harry” I tell him.

“Well it can wait, come sit down with me” He demands. Mumbling an answer that sounds like a yes, I meet Harry’s eye as I regretfully turn away and follow Matt down to a spare table.

So instead of fixing things with Harry, I eat my lunch and make conversation with Matt. But I keep looking at Harry all through lunch. Louis points at Matt and says something in Harry’s ear and Harry’s eyes narrow slightly on Matt.

I look to the other side of their table and see Liam with a solemn look on his face staring at me. He catches my eye and looks away, saying something to Zayn. My observations of the boy’s table are cut short when Matt’s hand pulls my face to look at him.

“Where are you today babe? You are so distracted” He tells me.

The scenes never end. We film all through the day and into the night. I’m exhausted and we haven’t even finished.

 Finally, we are filming the last scene. The crew direct me around the set and I follow the instructions. I have to lead Harry away from the rest of the group to a river that is nearby. He has a moment where he sings to me and I just stand and look pretty. The tension between us builds up until Harry has to pull me in and kiss him.

 I had one instruction from the director. The kiss had to be real.

 I did exactly what I was told and lead Harry down to the river. I blushed continuously when I looked into his eyes and tried to shake it off as a cute thing.

“You and I.”

 Oh, you and I.

Oh you and I.

We can make it if we try.

You and I.

 Oh, you and I“

I moved in towards Harry, closing the gap between us. He licks his lips and looks down towards mine. My breathing starts to quicken and my pulse rises. I move in closer to Harry and try to mentally prepare myself for the kiss.

But nothing will be able to prepare me for a kiss with Harry.

Our lips crash against each other.

Suddenly we are moving in sync, making a rhythm with our lips and music with our breathing. My hands are in Harry’s hair, while his move to my waist, pulling me in closer. We move with the familiarity and for a moment I can’t get close enough to him. I want him closer. I need him closer.

Harry runs his tongue along my lower lip, teasing me before deepening the kiss. I happily oblige. We start to pull apart and I bite Harry’s lip to extend our touch. I didn’t want to let him go.

 Eventually though, it is done. The moment is over, and although the camera crew and all the actors are cheering on our kiss, I want to run away and cry.

Harry seems uncomfortable standing near me, so he starts to move away.

“Harry…” I start

“Don’t” He warns me  “Don’t say anything it won’t make me feel better” and with that he walks off, leaving me standing alone.

“Hey babe, you want to go back to the change rooms?” Matt’s voice asks me. I turn around to see him waiting for me. I give him a small smile and nod, walking back with him towards the change room we were in earlier.

When we get there it is quiet. All the other actors have gone home, as well as the hair and makeup crew. We are all alone.

“Wait for me while I get changed” I tell Matt, grabbing my bag and moving behind a rack of clothing to change. I start to strip off when I am grabbed by the waist and pulled out of my hiding spot.

“But babe, there’s no one in here. Let’s have a bit of fun” Matt winks at me.

Harry’s POV

I know I shouldn’t have walked off on Charlie, but I am just so mad.

So mad that she could leave me like that. Although we weren’t really together, not properly anyway, it felt like we were, but I guess that was just me.

As soon as I walked away I regretted it, she’s been trying the whole day to talk to me and I just walked off after our amazing kiss. A kiss which could have lasted all day.

 I left her with that arsehole and they could be doing anything right now. Shit, don’t think about that Harry.

Eventually my mind gets to me and I turn back to find Charlie, I have to talk to her explain tell her I’m sorry and that I don’t want her to be with that other guy.

 I don’t even know what the point of this is. All that is going to happen will be me finding her and then her telling me that she’s sorry but wants to move on. I’m just going to get myself officially rejected. But I storm towards the set any way.

She’s not at the set, and the only people there are camera crew cleaning up.

“Hey, have you seen Charlie?” I ask one of them.

“I heard she went to the change rooms, about 15 minutes ago” He tells me.

I head down the hall towards the change rooms and I stop as I hear noises coming from behind a door to one of the change rooms. I lean in towards the door.

 I hear crying, crying and screams.

Screams of pain.

A/N 

Hey! I hope you like the chapter :) 

I started writing this before You and I came out... so yeah we are pretending it has a different video clip haha. 

Enjoy! xxx