This is base on Occultus desiderium as there was this poetry workshop (7/3/2011) and we had to write a poem base on an emotion and well... lets just say that I did a combination of emotions. It sounds a tad emotion because it was when I wrote it and I hope no one in the world would feel as sad as it would be to loose someone you love...
Enjoy
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Living without love
Is like wearing a mask
I pretend that I'm okay
I say that I'm fine
But the fact is
I am lost
In the past, everday
You were here by my side
Always there when I turn around
Always there when I open my eyes
I feel joy when you smile
I feel lucky when you laugh
Your warmth always embraced me
Your gaze elopes me
We always wished this will last forever
But then that faithful day
When you went away
Its not like you move away
Its not like you hated me
But death came too soon
And snatched you away
Its not fair
Why am I still here?
Why am I still here? Without you?
Why am I alone
Why was I left here alone on this road?
You promised nothing would come in between us
You promised we'll fight together for us
You promised we'll go together when the time is right
And even if Death came
You'll fight against him
As I will for you
Together forever
Thats what you said
When you put on that ring
That oath was made
But now my heart aches
In this pit black darkness
There is no exit in this maze
For there is no hope
No beacon of light
Now that you're gone
Please don't pry
Don't ask questions
I cannot handle the truth
If I hear someone say it
I have no choice but
To accept the fact you're
Dead
To me you're not dead
You're just waiting for me
In the rose garden
In our special place
Waiting for me to come
If I had a chance
To tell you how I felt
If I had the chane
To tell you my answer to your confession
Don't tell me to forget you
Don't take away my memories of you
Because I'll still tell you
I love you
I'll tell you
You are my sun
Which makes me shine
Because I am your moon
Which revolves around you
But how can I say
Those 3 words
When you are
On the otherside
