Hamilton story~ Lafayette x reader [DISCONTINUED]

Y/n's backstory

Here's a video of a song that I personally like, that I thought was sorta fitting with the story it's, snails house soooo yeah if you don't like it it's cool I'm, going to be putting songs in for just about every chapter just, so you know.....

If you already red the title or, if I messaged you about it you already know what's coming yeah, technically this isn't REALLY part of the whole Lafayette x Reader part of the book but, I would highly suggest that you read this chapter or, else you probably won't get parts in the book but, DON'T WORRY ABOUT THE REAL STORY STARTING IT, WILL START JUST YOU WAIT JUST, YOU WAIT.......

You y/n picked up your quill and pushed in you're seat thinking, of what to write in your new new diary. (you think to yourself) Isn't this sorta stupid to be writing in although, I have no one to write this to? Wait no it isn't since I basically have no friends since, my parents basically make me not have any friends....wait, isn't this is what the this diary's for???To drown my feelings in??? OKAY, I SHOULD START WRITING ALREADY! 

*you start writing* If there was a way to explain my parents with one word it would probably be "over-protective" because they overall let me do whatever I want except leaving the house like, this one story that I read once called "Repunzel" were this girl named Repunzel has a perfect life in her palace with her family until, she gets taken by an older woman named Gothel and, she lives in this Tower that she was taken to by Gothel and she cannot leave until she eventually escapes the tower that she has been trapped in by Gothel  and so on. (sorry if you haven't heard of this fairy tale just, look it up on Wikipedia or something....) except, if I do want to leave the house I basically have to tell them why I'm leaving, were I'm going to, what time will I come back at, who might be accompanying me, who will I possibly be meeting at, and not to mention that I have to meet their "expectations" were they basically have to agree upon what my reasoning why I'll be leaving the house like, I'm 10 years old. If I ever bother to ask them why I can't just leave the house without it being such a big folly they say something like "we wouldn't want someone to like you for your money or your good looks." which is a lie and they know it because, deep down they don't care about me except for looking for a spouse that's rich like my family or even richer because they don't want to go through the "pain" of having to pay for things in order to continue the relationship like, if we courted and, they would have to pay for most of the wedding if their family couldn't afford it. So they overall want me to do the exact thing that there trying to avoid.

 On the other hand, when I'm at home while, their busy doing work I do a lot of reading along, with private fighting lessons for myself and, by that go out into a part of the house outside far, enough to not hear sounds of me using one of my father's swords and slicing stuff, like test dummies that I make with stuff that my parents don't care for and, go unnoticed if they get missing because of me taking them and putting them together into some sort of test dummy I, have done that for the past few years along, with trying to learn some french partly, because of all the immigrants that have been coming to New York and, if I want to go to places were it would require me to speak it or, if I wanted to speak to someone who speaks french and, on the more serious side if, the revolution got really bad I might have to join the fight if I have to..........

 But other than that I don't do that much other stuff like, I do some writing like, right now but other than this, not really I, do some drawing/painting but not that much. I don't really don't have that many friends except for Samuel. Samuel Seabury to be exact Iv'e, actually been friends with him for awhile when I went to a bookstore and, noticed what book he was reading to find, out that we have similar book interests so, we decided to meet up and talk about it the next time I could go back out to town and, we became friends I guess...... I also, am sort of friends with the Schuyler Sisters but, I haven't seen them in a while ever since my parents had a meeting with Philip Schuyler and, I just had to come because, they wouldn't want their daughter to have that small chance of me "getting kidnapped" because they can't even trust the butlers/waitresses with my life so, I end up wandering around the Schuyler household until, I come across this vase that had these f/c  flowers engraved in the vase and, me being foolish wanted to touch the vase until I jerked back when I heard the voice of Angelica Schuyler saying "Please, do not touch that vase! If my father saw that he would be sooooo mad........." and we just talked about how ridiculous are parents are i'm, actually jealous that their parents are more carefree about when they have to get back. (Schuyler Sister song reference) I haven't seen them in a while since, my parents haven't gone back their since and, I haven't asked them because, I still don't know how things went with on their last meeting on whether it ended up bad or not. I don't want to ask them if it did end up bad because, they'll probably be upset that I even talked to the Schuyler Sisters which, might lead up to me not leaving the house even less then I already do.

Oh, yeah also about a week from now is my 19th birthday so I get have that to look forward to! Also, today Samuel and me are planning on going into town since, I need to get new clothes especially, since I'm probably going to wear something nice for my birthday and, my clothes are a bit worn out also, Samuel told me that he had to do something in town and, he wouldn't exactly tell me what that is...... But anyway i'm looking forward to it! 

Sincerely me,

y/n, l/n

Hmmmmmm......I wonder what I should wear today anyway? Like something short and fluffy or, something long and classic??? But with a fur coat with it.... (I was thinking of dress ideas and, this is what I came up with OKAY???) you think as you pick up your quill and paper trying, not to smear the ink on the paper you, place it in a box along, with your quill and, pick up the small container of ink and walk out of the study and, up the stairs to your bedroom to place the small box under your bed and, place the small container of ink on your desk in your bedroom so, you could get ready to start your day outside, of the house for once.

I FINALLY FINISHED THE FIRST CHAPTER. YAYYYYYYYY also, in advance it might take me awhile to finish these chapters partly, because I have to go to school like any other normal person and, partly because these chapters are EXTREMELY long 1,295 words to be exact also, tell me if I made any spelling mistakes or, something......... o(^▽^)o