Forgiving Legend

Conformity ☀️

" if I'm still trying to love with my broken heart you can copy me, be the one to teach me how to love without the wall that is protecting me "

( Teddy as Cameron Boyce )
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C O N F O R M I T Y ☀️
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Conformity is people coming together agreeing upon a set of standards, rules or laws. People feel as though they have to be accepted so to do that they conform,so they won't feel like an outcast.

Me; I am the outcast at this moment. I choose not to conform, not to pretend and try to fit it with everyone. Because as an individual we are our own person. We have out own personality, preferences, statements and most importantly flaws.

We conjure up this image of a perfect person and aspect to meet the same qualifications. For example a guy can post a picture of a female who is beautiful, perfect figure, smile, kind etc. and because other guys see that as perfect, us as females try to be that; perfect.

When we don't realize we are our own kind of perfect in our own way. So we make ourself into something we are not, once you do it than the next girl will and so on, without realizing it females conform everyday just by following the rules of the next girl.

Right now feels like the whole school made a conformity to stare at me and whisper. I hear what there saying but as soon as it slips into one ear it leaves the other. I haven't been the type of person to cry over gossip, why should I care about the words people say about me that won't matter in a couple weeks. They will forget and go on the verge of a new topic.

I know Jessie has heard the rumors and gossip to as I walk to the lunch table. The frown evident on her face shows it all, but she is only met with an bored expression.

" are you okay " her worried face searched mine , but she wouldn't see anything I was immune to the gossip of such lies.

" I'm fine " I huff out taking a seat, I don't bother to get lunch knowing that I would only get more frustrated at people staring at me.

She pursed her lips but doesn't edge on knowing she would only fail in attempt. But a smile makes a way to her face and her eyes shine with adoration once she speaks again.

" okay, he's coming any minute I can't wait for you to meet him " the biggest smile was attached to her face and a little squeak escaped her lips.

" calm down we don't need you having an orgasm in the lunch room " Jessie face instantly turned a bright red.

I couldn't help but laugh seeing her freeze up in spot. Sending me a glaring she pouted telling me to stop laughing and causing a scene. I didn't realize people were looking but I had a feeling they weren't looking at me.

Even Jessie seemed to be looking at something behind me, or maybe someone her face paling slightly. I felt the heated gaze set a flame onto my back making me tense in my seat not taking the chance to turn around. Everyone whispered and stared, girls licked there lips seductively while guys puffed out there chest making them look more bigger.

" Millie, I swear I didn't know " Jessie stuttered out her eyes briefly glancing at me before staring back at the person behind me. " I didn't know they were friends " her voice trailed off into a whisper.

" we should g- " her voice got cut of by two trays landing on our lunch table.

" hey babe " a guy said sitting next to a wide eyed Jessie. His smiled radiated until he saw her expression and worry took over his handsome features.