Shine For Me (Official Chreets Series)

Chapter 23

"I didn't see myself settling down...But I knew from the first time you came around...From the moment I looked in your eyes...I never wanted to see you cry over me."

(Sweets POV)

Noooooooo! Is all I could scream in my head. I was finally ready to give him what he has been wanting and he doesn't have a damn condom? He's a guy don't they carry them around? I thought but in a way I was happy he didn't because it meant he hasn't been doing anything...Right? I have to admit I'm sexually frustrated right now because I haven't had sex in more than a year and hell seeing Chris made me hornier than I expected! When I looked at him standing by Tina's car earlier I wanted to jump on him right then because he had filled out a little more and gotten taller plus had a fresh haircut! He looked so DAMN GOOD even tho he was still a little too boney for me and had that baby face...He instantly made me wet!

I had to think fast when Mama J asked what our plans were even tho all I could think about was getting him back to the house and seeing how much experience he had. But that was all over. FUCK! I screamed in my head. Where could one be? I don't know.

"No...No we can still do this." He said trying to grab his boxers off the floor and almost falling.

"Chris there ain't no way we doing anything without a condom." I said firmly.

Even tho I had started back on my birth control I was not gonna risk it.

"Nah I...I got some at the house." He said grabbing his shirt and pulling it on.

"Oh...So you do got some..." I said pulling up my comforter and looking away.

He's NOT a virgin anymore? I knew it! I thought as my heart got cold.

"It ain't like that...Robb gave them to me...You know for just in case." He said reassuring me.

"Really it's ok because then Mama might bust you." I said reaching for my shirt.

"No! It won't take me long to come back!" He said grabbing the shirt from me. "Don't move...I'll be right back." He said kissing me on the lips and looking at the clock: 6:10 pm.

"Ok." I said.

"Aight I'm leaving the door unlocked. Be right back!" He said running out of the room.

I finally got up and put on the beater he left as I placed his fitted on my dresser. I decided to light the candles I had next to my bed and put on his favorite Tank CD. I really needed to calm my hormones so I went and got one of Bette's Smirnoff wine coolers out the fridge and sat back on my bed to have a drink. After a few minutes I realized that didn't work.

6:20 pm

I sighed as I noticed my phone message light flashing so I checked it: 3 missed calls and 1 Text all from Raul. Ok...Eversince I heard that girl on the phone with Chris...Raul and I had been back talking as friends. Now that I was back in NY we've also been hanging out and he has been on his best behavior. It really made me wonder where this guy was when we were together? I don't know. I hadn't told Chris only because we weren't back together and he hates Raul on top of that I don't know what he was doing down in VA so I didn't feel like I had to explain myself! Then why do I feel bad?

I checked the text:

Raul: Hey Beautiful Miss you. Call Me!

My stomach turned. Just then Raul was calling back.

"Hello." I said nervously

"Hey beautiful what you up to?" He asked in his low tone.

"Um...Finishing up this painting." I lied.

"Oh...Well I was wondering if I could come by. I was almost there." He said.

"No not tonight I...I really want to finish this then I got to get to bed early...Got an audition in the morning." I lied nervously.

"Oh ok...But I'm downstairs...I just wanted to see you real quick." He said.

OH SHIT!

I jumped up and ran to the window and there was his car!

"I'm sorry Raul it's just not a good time...Ok?" I said firmly.

What the hell is he doing here?

"Well ok...I guess I will catch up with you tomorrow then." He said disappointed.

"Ok...I'll talk to you later." I said hanging up and watching him out the blinds as he slowly started to pull off. That's when I saw Chris running up the sidewalk.

OH SHIT!

I hoped Raul didn't see or recognize Chris because just then he zoomed off. Raul couldn't say much because he wasn't my man plus he was in that girl's car that he thinks I don't know about. So bye! I quickly laid in the bed as I heard Chris come in.

"Chris!" I called out.

"It's me!" He yelled sounding out of breath. "I need some water." He said as I heard him get a glass.

"Ok." I said lying against the headboard.

He finally came in the room and stopped. I guess he didn't expect the candles and the music.

"Wow!" Was all he said walking over to the bed.

"Yea I thought it would set the mood." I said in a sexy voice.

He pulled off his shirt and then took off his shorts and boxers. I didn't think he was hard yet but it still was big and oh my God it made me nervous about how it would feel. Once he got in the bed he started kissing me softly at first and then deeper. I was finally ready to let him in.

I just hope this wasn't gonna hurt me...