Makeup remover wipes S.M.

Chapter 54

I watch as Shawn sits in front of our daughter, the others went out places with friends and such, Skylar wasn't allowed to leave either though, not until her cousins came to get her and swore there would be no boys and promised to call him if anything happened. He's taking this to heart and I understand why I just wish he wouldn't. "Say something," Aoife mumbles trying to dodge the harsh stare of her father. He turns and faces the ground regret in his eyes, pain, we've been sitting here for over an hour. I'm not going to say anything but I'm here to cool him down if he get upset and I'm here to hug him if he needs it. I'll do the same with Aoife even though I know Shawn won't like it. "Please daddy?" She begs and he winces as if her words brought him pain.

"I don't know what to say," he mumbles continuing to stare at the ground. He's never been like this before, so speechless. He just looks hurt every time he looks up at her. I run my hand over his back trying to comfort him. "I trusted you Aoife," he looks down. "And I expected a lot more than that type of behaviour." He shakes his head looking down again. I kiss his cheek. "I gave you the ultimate freedom and none of the others got that. They all think it's unfair, but I never thought it was. In my mind you'd earned my trust, and you would never disobey me." He turn to our little girl Who's now in tears from her fathers words. I hand her the box of tissues and she grabs a couple. 

"It's not even about having a boy in the house Aoife," I start knowing he won't be able to carry on without crying. She broke his heart, she completely broke his heart and it's awful to think about. "You wouldn't be here right now if you had just brought the boy and maybe a few other friends into the house. It's the fact that you brought him into the house, a boy who seems to be your boyfriend, and thought we wouldn't find out." I shake my head in slight disappointment.

"You were gonna undress him and I'm sure he wouldn't done the same to you Aoife, and you're fourteen!" He yells at our little girl. "You're only fourteen and you're not ready for that yet, you shouldn't even be thinking about it."

"The internet says you had your first kiss at fourteen." She argues.

"Yes my first kiss, but I never did anything more until I started dating your mom, I was eighteen." He growls a little but works to calm himself down quickly.

"I'm really sorry daddy, I didn't think you'd get this mad." She looks down.

"When Mercy was seventeen, you were only one, her Angelina and Skylar got into a car accident. Mercy's ex boyfriend hit them and it almost killed Skylar. He was mad that she broke up with him."

"You dad is a only trying to protect you from that." I move next to her brushing my hand over her head. "You're a little miracle did you know that?" I kiss her temple. "Your Daddy wasn't around a lot when you were young, and he almost wasn't even going to be here when you guys were born. He only thought there were six of you, six boys, and when you were born the doctors told me the seventh that we thought was dead, was breathing and had all of the nutrients needed to survive. And then we found out you were a girl." I smile at her.

"Think a little harder sometimes Aoife," he stands walking into the kitchen, I follow closely behind. "I give her too much freedom," he groans looking at the high shelf staring at the booze we keep high and stored away. "It's my fault," he reaches for the liquor bottle.

"Don't touch that," I pull his hand down harshly forcing the bottle out of his hand. "You collected chips because you stayed away from this," I stare at it and then his hand before I point at the little dish we keep our chips in. "You collect these because they mean something to me."

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"Will you come with me?" I wear my reading outfit. It's usually this giant knit sweater Shawn has, it fits him really nicely it's like it was tailored, I also wear long socks, my glasses and a ponytail are simply accents to my two clothing articles. It's rare he'll catch me with a bra on when I'm reading like this. "Come on teddy bear you just bought me a bunch of new books and we need to read them all." I try to lead him to the room but he doesn't want anything to do with it. He just worries too much, I'm the same but I worry more about the little things. We now know she's safe and he's scared the crap out of her so she'll never do it again.

"As cute as you are kitten," he smiles while I lean so far back I practically lay on the floor, I hold his hand in mine trying to get him up. "I have to say no," he pouts softly pulling me up momentarily to kiss my cheek. "I don't want to go back into that room again." He shakes his head making me pout.

"But don't you wanna come read with me?" I let his hand go falling the few inches so I lay on the ground. He comes and lay next to me pulling me into his chest.

"Sure I do, but why don't we just read in here?" He shrugs and I roll my eyes.

"I have a room dedicated to my reading and my books and we're not gonna use it anymore?" I whine again and He chuckles kissing my shoulder.

"Not tonight, give me tonight at least, I'll try and go back with you tomorrow." His lips travel until his mouth hovers above mine. "For now, go and put on the sexiest bathing suit of your collection, and maybe get a lingerie ready for afterwards."

"Are we going swimming?" I pout a little and he chuckles.

"What will excite you to come down and swim with me?" He raises an eyebrow sitting himself up and bringing me into his lap. "What if I went naked?" He licks my earlobe.

"Naked?" I smirk a little making him smile. "Alright I'll meet you down stairs in five minutes." I still get tons of lingeries from Victoria's Secret and after my surgery getting all of the flab removed I model again, or I should say I will. I still haven't gotten out of the house very often that stupid picture is still everywhere. But aside from modelling I have a career in music. I don't release music very often but this year I'm releasing my second album and then Shawn and I are off on tour together. I'm his opening act.

"I'm counting," he calls skipping down the stairs. I pull on a strapless blue bathing suit top and a black thong like pair of bottoms. I then set out a pink lingerie that drives him crazy, all of this is to drive him crazy. Upon thought I take off the top and slowly descend the stair cases. "Five minutes later," he smiles taking me into his arms. He lifts me up and off of the ground.

"Mama," one of the boys yawns. Jamison, he's a lot like Shawn in a lot of ways, but he's a big softy and has the biggest heart all he wants to do is spread love and happiness, and in return he just wants hugs and cuddles.

"Yes baby?" I sigh at him walking over and giving my large boy a hug. I wish I was taller sometimes. But Shawn wouldn't be able to carry me if I was and that's something I don't think I could give up.

"I can't sleep," besides Davi none of my other boys really like hanging out with me. I'm not cool, anymore, I'm just the annoying Mom the meddles too much. I just wanna know everything all of the time, I want them to talk about their experiences with school I want them to talk about how they're feeling when they're sad. I know I didn't finish school but I was taking psychology courses before. I know that my boys might find their emotions harder to put into words but I want them to explain what they feel. I want their lives to be anything but close to what mine was.

"You want cuddles?" I smile at his nod turning back to Shawn.

"Take your time," he nods letting me take our boy upstairs and to his room. While Jamie loves cuddles and hugs he never wants them anymore. He just wants you to leave him alone most of the time and he'll cry himself to sleep. Drew and Braxton are the same. Alessandro and Eros though, they never want cuddles, they didn't even really like them when they were little. It hurts a little to think that they're growing up so quickly now and that I can't stop it. I just wanna keep them babies forever. I'll always have Davi though, he never wants to grow up. Although once he starts high school he's gonna hate being held and he's never gonna want me around he's gonna despise cuddles, I'm just not ready for that yet.

"Goodnight baby," I kiss his forehead, after letting him lay his head on my chest and playing with his hair for a while he fell asleep and he's asleep soundly now. I slowly exit the room gently shutting the door. Him Braxton, Drew and Davi all wanted one room to Alessandro and Eros share another room with Aoife. Sometimes I feel like it was a bad idea to put her in there with them but they're her brothers her twin or triplet, septuplets brothers. They shared the womb for nine months, I think they can do a room too.

"Your back!" He smiles biting his lip while I leap into his arms. He smiles at me pulling his sweater over my head and smiling.

"No top?" He raises an eyebrow making me giggle. "Nice bottoms," he smiles hitting my ass, I moan softly.

"I want it off teddy bear." I hum against his neck. "Take it all off."