Hmm...
It's another day huh ?
I say to myself kinda disappointed
I don't really talk much
I think people are too much
And exaggerate over little things
So I much rather be alone and considered "weird" for not having friends than being fake and having drama in my lifeThings just change you know I'm different than others and I'm taken for granted so might as well be alone then hurt everytime I meet someone new
The deal with me is
I've been hurt so many times
The next time I'll be used to the pain
But at the same time I don't want to let that next time happen so I keep my guard up and never let it down because I don't wanna get played
Oh and another thingI don't know what being loved is or how to approach a person whom loves me because its all just ugh and awkward and weird and stuff so yeah
Other than that
My name is marilin
I'm 20 yrs old
I love to read and write and sing
I go to college I want to be a judge of criminal justice and that's about it
YOU ARE READING
what is love?
Fantasyshe doesn't know what love is because she has never had someone to love her, so this maybe new to her