Complications

Wounds that won't heal

Aria's PoV
I know something's wrong, I turned the car round and drove knowing I was way over the speed limit.

"Han, Han,where are you?"

I ran through the house, eventually coming to the locked bathroom door, knowing I didn't have enough time to get help I barged the door, knocking it off it's hinges.

Seeing her laying there unconscious hardly breathing shocked me.

Bandaging her wrists, I called Toby, Ezra, Spence and Emily.

The ambulance drove off and Ezra pulled me into his arms.

I held him
Tight,
Feeling as if I let him go he would disappear.   

We all knew why Han had done this, but deep down we didn't know wether she would survive.

I read the note over and over again until Toby took it off me, and pulled me into a comforting hug.

"Hanna Marin is out of surgery!"

Hanna's PoV
I woke up,
I woke up,
I woke up,

I'm not dead.

I can feel my pulse,

My heart is beating

And I'm not dead.

All of a sudden the nurse came in.

"Mrs Rivers, your surgery went well, your kids are outside and want to see you."

"Can you send my friends in as well."

"Of course!"

Toby ran in and straight away hugged me followed by Aria and Ezra lugging Peanut and Rae.

Ailyn hid behind Ezra's leg, almost as if she was scared of me and Hope was asleep in Emily's husbands arms.

"Hi, baby girl." I whispered to Ail as she climbed onto the bed.

She put her small arms around me whispering

"Don't leave again mommy!"

And then she fell asleep.

Caleb was gone, and I very nearly was too.

Thinking I couldn't survive without him, but I have all these people in my life that love me.

My life isn't perfect but I just surround myself by people that make me feel as if it is.

I spent the rest of the night talking with my friends and cuddling with my little ones and then I realised how I'd never be able to let them go.