Crazy For You...

(02)Beautiful mirror image

*smile at your problems and scare them away *

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Zain Ahmad

It's a sunday morning and I'm standing at my room balcony with a hot cup of coffee .Todays weather is really cold.my room is in the second floor and i love the view from here,it's kinda soothing.

Every direction i turn ,i see the beauty of nature, it's a blessing to stand here. usually i like to spend my free time here,it helps me to lock all the disturbing thoughts away for some refreshing hours..... Amazing!!

I remember those days,when i had fought with zee to own this room.it was when zee was proposed to zahir,my brother in law.

We both wanted this room so badly. Not only for the balcony view,i wanted this room for other reasons too. Hmm!it holds soo much of my childhood memories.

infact this was my brother Saifs room.we both were so close to each other and believe me or not!he was my twin brother. Yeah!we were twins. Compared to me,he's too small.we both fought for almost everything, but at the end we would play like nothing happened.

He's my dads favourite and I'm my moms.it doesn't mean that my dad doesnt care about me!he does .

saif was indeed everyones favourite!. because he's so sweet and likable but me !!I'm taken as a naughty and cunning one.ufff!!!i hated him for that,and i regret about it now!! He was my beautiful mirror image,as we were identical twins. No matter how many times i call him now,i couldn't hear him,his laughter,his voice nor can i feel his presence,he's gone!!he's gone forever!!? Yeah,i lost him long ago.

He took away my happiness with him.that's not fare saif!come back.....past always hurts no matter what.fifteen long years!i have lived without him.And now I'm twenty-five.
Not a single day passed by without his thoughts crossing my mind.i really miss him...sometimes i used to think like... what it would be like to have him alive...it would be the greatest blessing in my life...
My life changed alot after him. And now I'm crying out my miseries, kneeling on the floor.I feel like there's no one in the world, whom i can truly share my pain.And yeah!!! After i told my sis that this room holds so much of his memories ,and after getting her lots of chocolates! zee let me have it!i shifted my things here and modified a little. Hmm ...not that bad!!

Its windy outside and i didn't care to go in...it feels so good to be here.mmm!!!i took in a deep breath and stretched my hands out... these were the times i feel the goodness of been alone.

My hair became a total mess ,and I'm wearing a grey V neck tee shirt and denim.zee always teases my big muscles that peeks out whenever i wear a tee-shirt.,telling that 'poor girls!!Donno what will they do to impress you??huh!' and I'll start chasing her all around.haha..

As i was enjoying the climate, i felt someone tugging at my tee shirt from behind !it was none other than our Aadhi. Sweet!!I carried him in my arms,to which he gave a toothy grin.

"Zayn!!it's very cold here." he says whilst rubbing his chubby hands,eyes wide. "Yeah Aadhi it is!...come! Let's go in"i said and carried him to my room along with me.

"Shall we play chess?!" he asked excitedly and I agreed to play,though I'm not in the right mood.you know!?I never wanna disappoint him,so i blankly played along and he's cheering heartily.

Suddenly my phone began to ring.oh damn!Call from office!.But it's Sunday and our company is closed!! Then who's calling me at this time of the day!?First person who crossed my mind was that Rizan !my awful manager.he's a complete jerk,i think its him again,calling and destroying my happiness.

Anyways i answered the call."hello!!is this Mr.Zain!?"a gruff voice came from the other end and i immediately knew it was his secretary and yeah idiot!!!I am zain! Don't you know whom you're calling first?hmm...

"Yes,it's me!"i said in a bored tone.

"excuse me! sir ,if you dont mind, can you come to our office right now?"he paused for awhile before continuing and i cursed under my breath..."be..because ss..some important clients are here to meet you!" He stammered with fear,sensing my rising temper.

Oh God!!!why is it always me!?why can't anyone do it for me?hmmm....!

"Okay!I'll be there in about fifteen minutes."i said gritting my teeth and quickly hung up on him,as i didn't want to buy anymore shits from him.

When i turned around in my seat,aadhi is looking at me with his wide eyes!clearly expecting me to explain.

"Uhmm so sorry Aadhi, i had to go now!!lets play another day!"i looked at him little longer,expecting him to break into tears or just insist me to stay back .By his looks i can say that he's not happy either. .

"its okay.!"he quietly said with a pout while his eyes casting downwards.....!there!he got me by surprise... I stared at the little boy sitting before me in awe !did he just said that...i told right.... he's so different for his age.

He reminds me of saif! Aadhi's actions, speech and attitude are a complete replica of saif...little saifs...very sensible and sweet...

Realising the time, i quickly got up from my chair and moved towards my boy aadhi,as if in reflex he looked at me with a cute expression...i shuffled his blonde hair as usual and hurried towards my car,soon as he gave me a wet kiss on my cheek with a hearty grin...

It took me about twenty minutes to reach the damn office.i know iam already late!hope no one creates a scene here.Because i cant control my temper for too long.
Pftt!!

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