Sweat rolls down my face
Sitting holding myself, trying to stop the shaking
Thinking of anything and everything to try and stop myself from taking
My own life, have it throw it away
I don't want this anymore
Tears falling, bleeding, my wrists so damn sore
Everything falls apart, one thing left in tact
My love for you is all thats here
Everything is anything but clear
All of it lost, so why hold on to whats left
Now I plunge deeper and farther into the abyss
How could this come from anything so bliss
You shot me and left me to die
How could you turn your head to the side
Look away while I cry and you hide
Is this all a joke to you?
Pretending and acting like I'm not even there
Revoking all the words that made me think you actually care
Slamming my foot on the gas pedal now, speeding forward
The song on the radio, our song, Yellowcard Only one
Remembering the time we thought of a name for our future son
Thinking of the times we laughed and the love we shared
Over the cliff I go, my end is near
Yet as I fall there is no fear
Time slows down, I remember it all
Our first talk, our first kiss, our first love
The first time I thought you were sent from above
A smile creeps in
One last time I'll believe it was all true
I'll die being in love with you.
