The perfect Truth 2

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"Wait!" I screamed, it was meant to be in my head but I guess it came out of my mouth instead. I can know who the guy is, I'm pretty sure I can go back and see, can't I? I wanted to try so bad but I didn't know how, I didn't know how to go back and see how I died and who would be so cruel to kill me, how could someone look another person in the eyes and kill them, I had a family, I was happy, I... I had a dream and then that one night ruined everything, I'm never going to have a future, I won't have a husband or a family I won't have anything ever again because of a killer who finds it fun. I fall on my knees, all I do is cry, I never wanted this to happen to me. "WHY ME!" I scream at the top of my lungs, I started choking on my tears. I just wanted this to be over. I just wanted to be okay. In my bed reading my favourite book, but I knew I would never be that girl, I was just the dead girl even I called myself that now because it's all true.

I wonder if I can see people, I closed my eyes and pictured Sam, he was sitting where I sit, well where I used to sit at the park, and he... he was crying, but why? His long blond hair was blowing in the wind and his blue eyes were full of tears, he didn't deserve to be crying he was to perfect. I looked closer to see him writing something.

To Grace

I know you will never get this but I feel like your next to me and I know I'm a horrible person I just wished I had more time, I really like you and I saw you every day sitting here pretending to read but you were looking at me I wish I had told you and I wish I didn't act like you weren't there because you were and now you're not, we weren't even friends but I feel like my heart has just been ripped out, and I really need you. I've liked you since year 3 I just never had the guts to tell you and then high school came and I changed I am a monster but I was always here for you I just wish I showed it.

P.S I will find the killer and make him pay, you are perfect and you don't deserve this.

P.P.S I love you

Love from Sam x

He liked me, Sam Hill liked me, a smile formed on my face, tears also streamed from my eyes I will never get to kiss him because I'm DEAD. My mum always told me never to never give up and always fight, please tell me what I'm supposed to fight when I have nothing, I am nothing. At first, I tried looking on the bright side but I don't see one anymore it's gone. "Grace" I turn around and no one's there. I swear I heard a voice. "Grace" the voice was there again but where was it coming from? The sweet delicate voice sounded like Alice, but I haven't seen her since that day in the park why would she be helping me now?"

"Alice is that you?" My voice echoed, but that voice was gone. I tried remembering were it came from maybe I could follow it. "Grace follow my voice" it's like it was begging me to follow it, that's exactly what I did. I ran and ran as fast as I could then suddenly I was back when it all happened. I was walking on the street at 10 o'clock at night humming to my music when suddenly someone had grabbed my throat my body went in shock so I couldn't fight back, I tried as much as I could, he tripped my foot and I fell face first to the ground and smashed my head on a rock. That's why I blacked out and died, but wait I'm seeing things that I couldn't see because I was dead. He took of his mask to show a man with brown eyes and brown hair, it...it was m...y dad. No, it can't be true, this is wrong this must be wrong my dad would never hurt me. "WHY!" I screamed so loud I'm almost out of breath. I hated watching this but I knew I had to I had to see why my dad would kill me. I watched him carry my body to a river only a few minutes away, and then throw me in like I was a rock or a toy he didn't want anymore, then walk back home to see mum sitting on the couch, "Did you do it" my mum asked staring at him.

"Yes, it's done, now we can finally be happy" my mum smiled and he sat next to her and watched a movie like nothing ever happened. They didn't want me.

MY PARENTS KILLED ME!