"Friendship and love", these two words used to carry an important meaning in my life. Without friendship there is no love and without love there is no friendship. When life is running good, friendship and love both makes a significant positive changes in your life, but when your bad time is running, both things fuck you really hard. There was a time when i never doubted in friendship. Though, this love thing had fucked me over and over already, i always believed in friendship. I'm not quoting this to all my 'True' friends but i'm quoting this to the ones who have 'Betray'ed me.
I had always given my full priority to friendship and always gave my full effort to never break it but i guess some friendships aren't meant to last forever. Shit happens sometimes. Sometimes you get rejected in love, sometimes you get hurt pretty bad. But in my case i got rejected again and again by the same person. I had believed i got rejected for a genuine reason but i was wrong, friendship got involved in it and i lost both love and friendship at the same time. I wrote this because i want to tell you people, never believe anyone unless they behave the same to you like you do and never to love someone very fast or trust very easily. Even if you have a soft heart or you have a good and positive feelings towards friendship, Becareful.
I have been facing this problem since my school days, but i always convinced myself to be truthful and honest. Shit happed in my life and i got changed negatively for a short time but i recovered myself positively. But i want to say that never ever make your friends support you on your love relation or whatever. If you have to do it, do it on your own and never ask help to anyone regarding it. I hope those who have read this will mark my words positively and don't take it negatively. And if you get negative feelings from this, thanks for atleast wasting your time to read it.
