Broken soul[xxxtentacion](completed)

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•the next day•

*winter*
I woke up to the sound of someone yelling my name. I turned around to see Jahseh sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Why the hell you waking me up so early."
"Come on we need to go to the hospital for your thing for the baby."
"Ughhh leave me alone."
"Come on get up."

I turned back around and was about to go back to sleep when Jah picked me up and carried me out the bed.

"Wat the fuck put me down!"
"Nope not until you wake up."
"Ok ok I'm woke now put me down."

He put me down in the bathroom and left. I got in the shower and brushed my teeth. After I was done I got dressed in something plain

When I went downstairs to the living room Jahseh was sitting there on his phone.

"Took you long enough."
"Watever." I said rolling my eyes

I grabbed the keys and me and jah left out the house. I wanted tot drive but Jah said 'it's not healthy for the baby' so I jus let him drive.

15 minutes later we arrived at the hospital. Jahseh was really happy and exited but I felt really bad I could tell he really wanted this baby but I'm really not ready to be a mom yet.

We waited in the waiting room for at least 30 minutes until a doctor came.

The doctor took me and jah and the room and put some cold ass gel on my stomach.

"Well congrats you are indeed pregnant . It looks to be 10 weeks."
"Baby look at our baby boy."
"How u know it's a boy"
"I jus do."
"Yea sure but I think You Mean baby girl."
"Um sorry to interrupt but I need to know if the mother wants to get s abortion or not."
"Yes I do."
"Wat why."
"I'm not ready to be a mom yet I'm only 18 well 19 and a half."
"Ok but did u ever think about my feelings or how I would react to this situation!"
"Well I'll think I'll go but tell me what you guys wanna do."

The doctor left and I glared a Jah who was now angry wit me. I love the though of me and jah having a family but I don't think it's the right time right now.

"So when was u gonna tell me u was thinking bout a abortion."
"Soon"
"Soon as in after it's done I assume"
"I want this to but-"
"But nothing ur selfish all u do is think about urself and not bout other people feelings!"
"Oh I'm selfish but u forgot I have to do ALL the work! I have to carry the baby I have to go through pain and I have to go through hours of fucking pain and suffering! All I have to do is fuck me and ur work is done right"
"Well I guess I made a mistake when I fucked u that night. I knew I should have went wit that girl."

My heart broke completely. I can't believe he said that to me. I got up and left quickly. I jus left I didn't want to talk to anyone. Tears filled my eyes. I was so upset that I didn't notice a person following me. I was walking around and I didn't know where I was. All of a sudden I felt a person pull me into a alley. The person put a white cloth over my mouth. I tried to fight it but the person was to strong. All I saw was a black figure coming towards me then everything went black.

*X*
I left the hospital 10 minutes after winter did. I jus drove home cause I knew winter was balling and crying over Arni house.

When I got home I called pump ski wifi trippie and trunks. TBH I was bored asf but I felt really bad about wat I said to winter. She'll be ok all women heal.

~5 hours Later~

"Yeaaaaaa bitch jus whooped yo ass!"
I yelled at pump.

Me and pump was playing the game. I jus whooped his ass twice. We was lit and all types of shit when I got a call from aritrRyce.

"Hello"
"Oh my god I need ur help!"
"Was u cryin"
"Yea"
"Y doe"
"It's winter I think she missing"

When arni told me that my heart started to race.

"Ar- are u sure"
"Yea it's been hours since she last talked to me. I've been trying to get ahold of her but she hasn't been picking up"
"Ok I'm on my way"

I hung up the phone and went upstairs.
I went to my room and slammed the door and sat down on my bed. I put my head in my hands and started to breath heavily. I can't believe winter is missing and it's probably all my fault. I've been so worried about the baby that I didn't worry bout winters feelings and if she wanted to keep the baby or not. I was so pissed so I threw the lamp across the room. After my little meltdown I went downstairs and told the guys wat Arni told me. Trippie said he'll drive so I have my keys to him. We all jumped in my car and we drove to anritrRyve house.

When we got there all the girls was sitting around Arni crying and trying to comfort her.

"It's gonna be ok don't cry." I said trying to sooth Arni
"It's not ok my best Frienn is missing and u probably don't even care!"
"I do care so u can shut the fuck up!"
"Ayyyeeee chilll I know with winter missing everyone is off the wall but we need to keep our cool if we want to find her!" Naomi spat at everybody

Naomi was right if we ever want to find my baby girl then we need to work together instead of fight and argue.

Winter baby where are u....